that_kid

1. I need a job

b. I'm fat

yellow. Am I really that bad of a person?

I cried for 3 hours straight yesterday. Am I really that bad of a person or do people like to talk shit about me to make themselves feel better because I'm more of a loser then they are... I thought about killing myself yesterday. While I was driving my moms car I thought about just flooring it and drive into the oncomming traffic lane and hoping that the crash would kill me...

I need out... I need to move and start over... Or i need to live in a shack in the woods and be that creapy guy that everyone is scared of and no one knows but they all have some weird or horrific storry about...