that_kid

I was at work yesterday and I saw my ex girlfriends sister in my line. And i couldn't help to shed a tear. I wanted to just start crying But i held it back. Maybe it's because she was my first girlfriend, or maybe because I loved her so much that I would die to protect her. I miss her so much. I had a dream about her lastnight aswell and I was so alone and lost when i woke up I just stayed in bed for 2 hours staring at the celing and tearing. I truly believed she was my soul mate and the only reason I know that is because, when i was with her I was complete, I was whole, I was so happy everyday, everyday I woke up with her next to me was another day I couldn't wait to get home and see her again. And now I don't have that, I just want to sleep don't want to do anything and have givin up on everything I used to love. Life and love is a fuckin whore, a greedy bitch that likes to see people suffer...

I love you Jessica Ashley Troy, and always will till the day I die...