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ok so after a awesome winter in the 50 - 70's the weather is finally starting to drop into the 0's - 20's... I am not liking this one bit!

Other news... I need a car, then a new job!
That is all
infinity:
yeah the winter pretty much came out of nowhere. these things tend to average out, so really warm one day means really cold another...
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Have you ever just... sat down and looked at yourself... I mean really looked at yourself. Not just on the outside but on the inside as well?

I know everybody gets down about where they are or what they are doing with there lives. But you know what, There are a lot of people out there that have it worse than you...

You don't like...
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waikiki:
hey chiko watsss up??
i set down on a millions airplane seats in my life, u knows, pehaps u made one of them!!!
how are u doin??!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

SOO true journal, but i think that sometimes is not just enough to build up our own happyness out of somebodyelse unghappyness!!

rnr skull
orionshoulder:
i just wanted to say thanks for lending an ear. it seems like you've probably got good friends who listen because you seem like a good friend. which is really good.and i think that statement may be redundant. anyway, thanks and right back atcha....e
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HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!
I hope everyone had a good time with their families cuz really... thats all it' about.
infinity:
happy holidays!
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I have a concussion...
fucking old people who "claim" they didn't see me riding my bike and hit me... WITH THEIR CAR!!!
Fuck them and their needing their license revoked!
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girlfrompasadena:
and hey! if you can afford it, grab some ace christmas gifts and help out a struggling SuicideGirl at the same time. Pistolita Suicide 2007 Calendars are now available for sale! this stunning calendar has been created by the SG Fan Art Group to help Pistolita meet the costs for her cervical cancer treatment. joining up to the deviantART site is free and ALL profits from the calendar and prints go to this very deserving woman.

or if you can't afford it, please just spread the word. all support is appreciated!
happy holidays xox
mayhem:
OUCH! That sucks! Hope you feel better! xo
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so my band.... Well it seems like me and the drummer are holding it together...
The bassist is trying and the other guitarist isn't doing anything... It almost seems like a lost cause with him...
It's not like its hard or anything....
I dunno...
We'll see...
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infinity:
i dunno, people just lose interest in things for really no reason sometimes.
girlfrompasadena:
dude, if not everyone is committed it will be so hard to move forward. if your guitarist isn't as passionate as the rest of you he will unfortunatly hold you back.
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ok... so to everyone who has ever been bitten by a spider... or not. Don't take it lightly... The infection I got from my spider bite got so bad that they have to cut it out of me...

I get the week off from work which sucks cuz that means no $$$
fuckin spiders....
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xxmorbidangelxx:
Eep...arachnids *spits* those lil bastards...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Charlotte is the only one who can go down as kickass...

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im on a sugar high "fergive meh"

girlfrompasadena:
Happy World Vegan Day!!!
sorry bout the spider bite frown
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I need a new tattoo...
I have $900 saved up for a car...
hmmm
yea
i need a car and a new tattoo....
poppy:
new tattoos..do it
rorie:
want me to contact Pat about finding you a good car for what price range you have?
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It's my birthday today!!!
Does anyonne care to leave me love?
sune:
i can love you for your birthday.
happy birthday kiss
karebeer:
awe, um, happy belated!! ♥
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ok so it's been a while since I've posted something in here...
I hate my job more than anyone could hate theres...
I need to save for a car...
I need to go to school next year...
and um... maybe lose like 30 pounds and um...
hmmmm
maybe um...
You know what...
I'll post again when I have more to say...
I have a headache...
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sune:
thanks for the lovely comment about my set !! kiss
phoenix:


COOL!
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I feel so empty...
So alone...
So lost...

I wake up almost every morning crying, my dreams are starting to become more like a movie about my life up until now. And when I have nightmares, the voices and people in it are people I know and the messages are to give up, your worthless. I hate myself everyday, I put on a fake smile...
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clio:
Thanks sweetie... I'm sorry to hear you're not doing so good either : ( Love your artwork. xxx
rorie:
seth hunny...
i know exactly where your coming from.
thats where i am right now too.
==

please tell me your coming to my party on friday?
we can pretend together.
plus.. i miss you, and we need to hang out.
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seriously... banks, yea... They piss me off!!! Anyone want to start a fight club with me? any takers?
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hemightbegiant:
I am so IN!
I've wanted to start a Fight Club for the longest fucking time.
xxmorbidangelxx:
..i can cause more damage than ppl think + first target my two old cowhores that got me fired... mad blackeyed *MORE DRINKS!*
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I'm starting to feel like... Anything that I do will not make it better. I mean. I am trying to fix my weight problem. I don't like working factory jobs so I'm going to go to school, but I also need to save up for a car. I also have a goal to own a house withing the next 10 years. But I think once...
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hemightbegiant:
I'm going to tell you something that was told to me, by someone who is quite intelligent on matters like this...
Stop caring about impressing others because no one gives a shit whether you succeed or fail.
See, it's not that no one cares about you. That is not true. Personally, I would love to see you succeed in something you love, whether it's music or art or whatever..
It's that they are more worried about their own shit to notice what you are doing.

So the only one you should succeed for is YOU.
Lose weight for you. Get a better job or go to school for YOU. Worry about what YOU think about YOU.
Once you are satisfied with yourself, your confidence will go up.

Stop caring about what others percieve you as and fucking live your life man.

And of course, I mean this with brotherly love.

rorie:
what luke said.

plus:
you are amazing.
nobody thinks that about you - and if they do, they arnt worth your time.. becuase they are prolly in way worse condition than you are. because your not in bad condition.

you have goals.
you know what you want.
you know what you have to do to get there.

thats more than alot of people i know.. me included.

dont be so hard on yourself.