Changing for the better takes heart. It takes commitment. It takes pride. There has to be a force inside you willing to do what doesnt feel right and do it over and over again. You have to be willing to be uncomfortable and chance it all. You have to face the posibility that you will hurt worse than you did before and accept it might be a pain you never have felt. To accept a comfort, even if that comfort is negative, is far easier than finding happiness. The bigger the chance of happiness will involve an equal opportunity of suffering. The thing that makes it worth it is - knowing you can fight. Knowing you can endure more than you thought. Standing up when you fall, looking ahead, and saying 'fuck that hurt... let me try again, but this time ill make changes'... you may get further and you may fall harder... but you will reach highs you never thought possible... and you will have earned them... failure is far easier than attempting to be successful... failure isnt coming short of the top or living a tough life... failure is never trying to accomplish anything better because you are too afraid.
that's killer. i'ts so true. I love all of that. sweet!