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Monday Oct 15, 2012

Oct 15, 2012
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I've been meaning to write this blog for a while:

Dearest SG,
So many things have changed in the past 5 years of my life and I feel I've almost come full circle. My personality has gone from a young and wild barely 21 female, through a period of self-confident - still spontaneous young adult, to cynical stranger to myself and now coming out of the darkness of deep depression. I am no longer the same person I was when I first joined SG.
Suicide Girls has brought me some of the greatest relationships and absolute best times in my life. This site helped me to realize how lovely I was and to accept my body as is, flaws and all. However, all the goodness came with a great deal of disappointment and heartache. I don't wish to elaborate on this topic other than to mention it has led to me not being as involved as I once was. I really had some great conversations here and I'm thankful for that. (You know who you are wink ) I am supremely grateful to Suicide Girls for introducing me to a new world and facilitating in some of the best years of my life - but - times, they are a'changin'...

As you most know I've been in California the last 2 years and the experience has not been a good one. It has forced me to learn a lot and I have completely changed my view of everything I once understood. From economics, politics, environmental beliefs, spirituality, love, health, how I view society, almost everything I did/believed is now drastically different. The experience has been very difficult and it will get harder as I change more things about myself for the better. Part of that has to do with another relocation.

Coming early 2013, I will be moving to an undisclosed location in Tennessee. My plan is to homestead and to be as self-sustainable as possible. Ultimately I want to live my life, no punching clocks, no working for the man.

I still plan on attending tattoo conventions and shooting for magazines but my activity on this site will be limited; unless there is an overwhelming urge for my return - which I doubt would happen. wink If you want to stay in touch follow me on intagram: @badassthana I update there on a daily basis. I also have a twitter but I reserve it for people I have actually spoken to in person. My twitter is usually pretty depressing as I use it to bitch and generally complain about the world so I'm not sure you would enjoy it anyway...


This is what I look like currently - consider it my date stamp

Until next time -
VIEW 24 of 24 COMMENTS
phishbliss:
Soo awesome! Best of luck to you! 
Oct 16, 2014
thanatoz:
wish to have any news from you
Dec 26, 2016

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