I found out my grandad has lymphocytic leukemia, and I'm not really sure what to do with it. I'm kind of in a state of shock at the moment. Over the past few years my grandparents have been like parents to me through my parents divorce. I don't know what I'd do if he died.
programchaos:
My Grandpa was like my dad to me too and he died 4 years ago of pancreatic cancer on my birthday and I was devastated. I probably wasted a year of my life abusing myself before I figured out what I should do...and that was to live as he wanted me to live, make him proud always, and be the best I can be. He's always watching over me, even if he really isn't, and I'll always make him proud.
secretary:
I'm sorry to hear that honey. xxx