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Depressed. I've spent the last three days waking up and going for a run or lifting (yay for that part) and eating well which is part of the new plan, but I also wind up taking a four hour nap in the middle of the day. Why?

1. The show I've worked so hard to write, prep, plan, cast, fundraise for and advertise isn't going to happen this year. I find out 60 days out that my money fell through. Add that to the fact that the idiots at my (soon-to-be ex-) theatre company are acting like whiny babies and including me in their issues. Screw. Them.

2. The new screenplay I've been working on is just..... not working. I really want to get a new one started but I'm, well, depressed.

3. Still looking for a job. As I'd prepped all this free time to direct and produce my show, I am now left with tons of free time. This should be great. But with no money and little creative juice flowing, it's not as great as it may seem.

Whatev. I mean, I know everything will be fine and I'm just going through a thing, but it sucks. I really want to be productive, creative, and happy. So far I'm unproductive, sleeping, and depressed. Yay February.