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I have...

Been coughing for the last 24 hours..
A headache..
A lot of halloween costumes to sew..
To take photos at a halloween party tomorrow night..
Had a cunt of a week so far..
A very messy bedroom..
Every intention of tidying it..
No idea when that will happen..
A song stuck in my head..
To get some rest..

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tantrum_child:

Thanks honey, but i can't do that...
the only way to get an application is to view the house
its ok i'll get there soon enough... but yeah, ur right, u gotta be cutthroat too...

thanks for the tips and ur concern!!! xx and i hope u feel better

Oct 30, 2007

trauma:

oh dear...

Oct 30, 2007

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rubyfoo:

Tez, check out the accommodation thread....x

Oct 28, 2007

lavonne:

Thank you

Oct 29, 2007

Tonight I..

Took steps towards doing something stupid..
Photographed the full moon..
Met a C-Grade Celebrity..
Caught up with an old fuck..
Went to two absolutely disgraceful clubs..
Felt nauseas..
Had my back touched too many times..
Saw the lovely Siara..
Had FAR too many drinks with Goldfish..
Played a game of pool without the white or black ball..
Spoke to my best...
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lexiphanic:

You've managed to fare all right the next day, though.
Thanks for the breakfast!

Oct 27, 2007

jaebin:

What was the thing toward stupidness? Bring Siara when we meet.

Oct 27, 2007

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sockpuppet:

Blue-haired hero(ines) - I can't prove it, because almost all af them are in B+W, but I'd be pretty sure that Maggie, Hopey and some friends of theirs will have cycled through blue hair at some point...

Oct 25, 2007

schmooziesan:

Thanks so much! :o

Oct 26, 2007

Friday morning I spoke to Kris. I can't explain just how much I love him being a part of my life.

He's the worst boyfriend I ever had.. but one of the best friends I'll always have.

I was pretty numb most of Friday, but as soon as 3 O'clock strolled around, it was time to hit the pub! If there's one thing that I...
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starkie:

You are absolutely gorgeous as you always are.

Thank you for your kind words. You are always the best to me.

You deserve someone who will treat you as the wonderful girl that you will always be to me.

P.S. I reserve the right to reserve judgement on any man who will be our special man.......

as much as I can from the other side of the pacific.

Know that you are truly loved.

Oct 21, 2007

fimbis:

looking very cool in the 1st pic
i will very probably be in Sydney til January.
what do you work at?

Oct 21, 2007

There is only one thing that drives a person to walk bare foot through the disgusting streets of Brisbane city.. and that is pure self hatred!

Why is it that the one person I need, isn't here. The one person that grounds me like no other.

He'd tell me that this depression thing really doesn't suit me. But it just doesn't mean anything unless it...
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starkie:

Know that you are loved by so very many.

I send you hugs and love from across the pacific.

Oct 20, 2007

jaebin:

I can't wait to see you either I'll chase away those depression blues
remember YOU'RE RAD

Oct 20, 2007

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rpg:

Things are good, thanks for asking. I'm off to photograph 4 days of a music awards/conference on Thursday, and I shot Velvet Revolver on Monday night and that was fun.

Oct 16, 2007

fimbis:

hey - a new house! cool!!!
the shop i worked in before i came ot Oz sold identical candles!
coo hair

Oct 17, 2007

I've started having paralysing dreams again, where I can't move, breath or scream. I usually wake up gasping for air.. and sometimes screaming.

I woke up screaming last night.

My dreams have been weird all week. I've only had one good night's sleep since I've been in the new house.

I'm not uncomfortable or unaware of my surroundings. I'm not concerned for my safety. I'm...
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celtic_cyclops:

Just want to say ditto on the sleep apnea suggestion of Khorsaun. The paralysing effect is a common sympton as the conscienceness is alert because of the shallow sleeping pattern but the part of the brain controlling the muscles has not woken up yet. There was an article on it in the Fin Review or SMH recently.

Oct 14, 2007

conjure:

Just read this!

I agree, yes, mmm-hhm. There are much and many things we shall be doing together - like ridin' an cookin' an nappin' an unpackin' an sortin' an sharin' (belts

) The future holds the wonderfuls, me thinks. Many MORE sentimental memories to create. So that one day I'll be all like '...Oh my, I remember that time when I was living with Tez, and she did my hair, and everyone thought it was awesome. We were so young then, yeah I can't throw this away yet...'

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Also: tricks I've learned through these few short years of mine are firstly, sleeping with lavender under your pillow, it'll give you nice dreams and let you sleep all night, and secondly, absolutely no dairy (especially cheese) for at least a few hours before sleep time. Cheese makes your dreams all wigged out, and often can lead to nightmares. Or you know, do a pagan ritual or something

Oct 14, 2007

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cunninglinquist:

yes it is

Oct 11, 2007

conjure:

Yeah true that. I just canceled on her, all my plans have been thrown out of order, and it's going to be a long freakin' day tomorrow with my family, and I sotally can't miss our first hosting! She's all studyin' an' shit, so I'll have to invite her next time

Oct 12, 2007