I have to vent for a minute. I know that this maybe insignificant to some but this is the first time it's happened to me and I'm still young. I know that time will make it better as well but, it's still important to me.
Back in January I took my then significant other to visit family, little did I know that it would be the last time I would be able to consider her the other half of my life. While she was down there she had time to think about what she wanted to do with her life. This didn't both me due to the fact that she would have my full support in whatever she chooses. During this time she had decided to start a new chapter in her life but, just with out me in it. It broke my heart, but I still supported her in this decision because it was not only the right thing to do but, because I still love her. I have expressed my self to her on the situation and we have had many good talks up to yesterday when I brought her back home to be with family and start this new chapter for her. I know it's going to be hard for awhile till I'm back home and able to start focusing on myself and bettering certain things that I feel I need to improve on. I am hoping that life treats her well and she is able to achieve everything she has dreamed of doing. There is much more that I would like to share about this situation but, I don't know how much more I can say currently.