teufel

the world is a duality. good and evil. night and day. somethings either awsome..or it sucks. one can't exsist without the other. it should come as no suprise that your gonna be pulled in one direction or the other when trying to maintain a balance. got god barking on one side and satan trying to hook me on the other..probably be alot easier to step...
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alright..here's my gameplan..i'm currently busting my ass to make money for one week. from there i'm going to medford..and then portland oregon. i'll be there about 2 weeks..and then a long road trip to redneck land Alabama..I'm really reluctant to go there because i hate it. I just need to get my shit straight and take care of my daughter. so this trip to portland...
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Virus: an organism that feeds on a host organism. Self replicating to the point of infestation until the host is bled dry of all resources and eventually expires.
Humans: Bipedal mamals that feed on the destruction of their host and themselves. Reproducing to the point of infestation until the host is bled dry of all resources and eventually expires.

The human race is in fact...
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half life, artistic tendancies in a sleep like state. something becons me from sleep..and in a state of half sleep i step into my boots. Something seems slightly wrong..and at the same time it's not. my mind is at peace and my body disagrees with it. should something distract i will probably loose my moment. and so here i am...trying to sort through feelings and...
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take my words
carefully place them in a blender
blend on high until mixed well
serve chilled
sip slowly
savor the bitterness
force a smile
rinse until taste is gone
and i am forgotten

well...i think my membership is suppose to be ending sometime this month...i paid for a year...and i don't have the cash to pay for another at the moment...so their might be a short lapse..their might be a long lapse...i dunno...i'll just see how it goes...anyone who wants to reach me...my e-mail is ibeameri@hotmail.com ...still looking for floorspace at the moment.....shit needs to go right for...
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alright...trip delays expected again on account of rain..overcast and the hevy downpour of ghetto g's with guns stealing my id and wallet...along with my money..also the rain is making my tunnel living very hard..actually impossible...not very fun sleeping in a foot of water that dosn't want to go anywhere...damn drainage system...anyhow..i'll be around for a bit longer..that's about it for my time away...have fun kids....
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delay on plans...i'm gonna be leaving phoenix on the 21st..found a bit of quick work. unfortunatly i'm gonna have to find a floor to sleep on or i'll be in my car until i go..because the 15th is my move out date...shouldn't be too bad either way though..anywho..i'll still be able to be reached with the same means if any of you need to get...
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alright...well. i'm taking a trip to new orleans on the 15th i should be back in az in a month or so...if everything goes right anyway. hopefully I'll hook up with my freinds so i don't have to sleep in the cemetary..i normally wouldn't mind but in the old ones the moist earth makes the bones push up out of the ground..you think your stepping...
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well well well...here i am again.. i've been without internet for about 2 months or so now due to tecnical difficulties..because naturally without a job to pay bills what you can live with and without becomes very aparent when your throwing your last bits of change into it. i'm going to try and make it to the show monday. might be the last time i...
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i wanna riot!

At the end of days
At the end of time
When the sun burns out will any of this matter?
Who will be there to remember who we were?
Who will be there to know that any of this had meaning for us?

And in retrospect I'll say we've done no wrong
Who are we to judge what's right and what has purpose for us?...
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