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tessaruby

Salt Lake City

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Wednesday Aug 10, 2005

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Guess what !!!
We got approved to our new apartment! So well be moving in on September 1st!
Its with in walking distance to the capital ! Kinda right down town.. If that gives ya an idea to where were headed..

I havent heard from anyone about my dear gramps.. Hes still very sick,, and no he wont come out of it. It may not die just yet.. But its closer with each breath he takes.. Im not going to get in to it again.. Its very emotional very personal I just wish there was something I could do the ease the stress on my grandma. And relieve some pain from my gramps I feel selfish avoiding or neglecting whats right before me.. But Ive done this for the past 2 years just havent been as attentive to my grandparents.. I use to go up there just about every weekend since I was born.. Id spend nearly half of my summer each year with them
I guess this happens to everyone though right? We all deal with losing someone eventually in life
Regardless the feeling is inscribable.
Writing all of this here doesnt make up for the true matter.. I feel like I should be doing something about it.. Like involved more with my family my grandma more contact tomorrow Ill give her a call

Well with the move Ill be in salt lake closer to my family.. Closer to braidens work.. Closer to civilization.. Closer to some friends.. Closer to more work possibilities for me..

Soo hopefully we do alright there its a really small space.. But its cozy and its perfect for just braiden and me so im not complaining..
I just dont want one good thing to happen and it result to a bad thing
My whole method of balance has got me in a panic
If something this good happens now the out come could be cruel
But that transition needs to happen..

Anyways, thats the latest in my little world shocked wink
shane_is_rad:
are you getting all you stuff packed? I bet your so happy right now. did you go to the show last night? (As I lay dying) It was so much fun
Aug 17, 2005

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