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tessaruby

Salt Lake City

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Thursday Jun 16, 2005

Jun 16, 2005
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okay some one beat me with the cry baby stick.. blackeyed

I cant stop this gloomy cloud over my head...

MAKE IT GO AWAY. frown

its weird feeling completely content, to feeling unsettled.. whatever

Im becoming a hermit again...

does anyone know what its like to be scared to leave your home...

im scared to go get the mail.

not so much scared but getting the mail is a pointless thing to do.. its not for me... I dont do anyone justice by going and getting it for them..

what is causing this lack of motivation? whatever

I have alot of what I want... more then enough to be happy..

up untill now, I was completely level headed..

I felt balanced.. whatever

maybe im suppose to feel this gray matter that surrounds me...

someone just slap me with anything.. knock it out of me..

dull, and blank...

I can only sleep soooooo much. until im forced to move..

I have the ability to sit in one spot for 8 straight hours.. and to sleep for more then most of the day.. and not eat or shower or do anything...

maybe I should put that on my resume.. frown

maybe I should do something active, something that makes me feel worth while..

I see more faces on the computer screen then I do in my actual existence..

SLAP ME.

with draws to having such a great life? at least in my eyes I enjoy my life.. but sometimes I dont.. and I get dull.. and lame .. and bitch alot... whatever

oh well maybe I'll be fine tomorrow..
blackeyed frown whatever
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mrmiah:
I was feeling it, It was creaping up on me too. I have found my solution for that lingering depression, It is to leave. It's not the answer for everyone, but for me it fixes me. Right now I'm in north carolina after riding my motorcycle for four days. That trip has lifted my soul and given me some clarity that i lost sitting in SLC. Just know you are not alone in this, and that this too shall pass.....

Jun 17, 2005
shane_is_rad:
OK Its tomorrow biggrin

And you bet you sweet ass you feel better becuse its rocker night in salt lake city wink the mighty warrent is playing at the whiskey tonight? lets go !!!! grab your hubbie. lets shove some jocks and kick some ass. Its rocker time skull


I will buy you kids a drink(if you drink)
Jun 17, 2005

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