tessaruby

anyways, my friend heatha is going out with braidens friend cory, AGAIN.. hopefully no one fucks that up for them...

jeeze its been about 2 years since those 2 had their fling.... Im just happy their giving it one more shot...

still havent talked to angie since before she went to jail... I know shes out now and everything, but Im avoiding it as much as possible... I believe she stole a couple things from me.. which is incredibly SAD.. because she was my dawg... its not as simple as I make it sound but... then again its no ones biz. so...

anyways,,, Braiden still hasnt put in his new cd player stereo in our car so when were Rollin theres no music cause he busted the shit out of the new one... some one needs to snap him out of "hitting stuff" when he gets mad at it... Ive tried but... what am I suppose to do get in the way of him and what hes punching at? I may as well...

HOLLY FREAKING NATURE

this morning. I woke up to the sound of "BUZZING" it was way loud! like a fly or something, then I thought maybe the buzzing was way to loud for it to be a fly, it was stuck in between my curtains and my bedroom window... every now and then you'd hear a BANG.. and ziiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzz... so I got all freaked out and got out of bed, cause I figured what ever it was it was pissed off from being stuck... so as Im sitting at my computer 8 am this morning ,, about an hour after I got up and and hour of buzzing and bangs.. it breaks threw and starts flying around my room it was a gigantic BEEE! WTF.. seriously by now im totally scared. cause this is the biggest motha fucking bee Ive ever seen... and im allergic to bees like I have to go to the hospital if im stung which ive been stung plenty of times and I hate it my entire arm swells up and Ihave trouble breathing... it sucks,, so anyways it flew into my closest.. and I figured Im going to have to either kill this bumble beast or someone how catch it because if I dont its a possibility I'll probably go into my closet to get dressed or something and out of no were I'll get stung. mother fucker... so im at battle with this fucking bee... finally it buzz's over to the window in my closet trying fly away.. so I open the window hoping he'll figure it out and fly away... but I ended up pissing him even more off... and the fucker came at me.... then finally he slide threw a crack and was off into the world and out of my life... amazing isnt it? jk

I love bee's their pretty.. Im a gazing bee my self.. but fuck that.. no bee is going to kill me......

yeah so pretty girls make graves is coming again... im excited..

nekromantix is coming too and braiden is way excited for that...

always remember I am a follower of the doctrine of non violence which was first preached by lord buddha whos divine wisdom is absolute and infallible and was practiced in our own time but the indian saint and leader mahatma gandhi

DANG.