terrjbleone

De-press-ed. So much on my mind and no one to talk to! So very tired but I can't sleep. My mind is 48730 billion miles per and I can't control whats flying to the for front of it. One second its creative and wants to make thing to make others a little happier and the next curious as to the wondering if I'm attractive at all to any girl I am attracted to. If so, to who and why have I not met her? Then the thoughts about work fly by. Riding my bike pops in. Makes me more depressed I can't ride. My future... I want sleep. More random thoughts and it kinda cycles through again. Am I losing my mind completely? Or at least control over it? Why are thoughts of sex invading my mind at odd times? Topping pizza and BOOM..... Fantasizing about girls. Have I lost it? I don't know and I think I might be too tired to answer my own questions. I'm laying down now. Hopefully pass out and sleep all day. Hop back on this computer tomorrow evening.