Shitty fucking Christmas again. My computer is pissing me off to no end! It freezes all too much for no reason at all! My mouse loses connectivity for no reason! I have a headache. I have no head ache medicine so I took the old timey remedy.... Bushmills Whiskey to the rescue! It helped VERY much! I'm a little tipsy. It's almost 4 am and I have to be up in 4 hours. Work. I'm lonely as I can be I do believe. Alone in my room in the dark. Heart ache. None of my old friends even TEXT MESSAGED ME! I sent them a Christmas Carol by way of text but I got no response. I feel all together forgotten. What a shitty feeling. I've lost my friends. I'm glad this holiday is over. Now all I have to do is explain to my co-worker why I didn't get anything for Christmas when they ask me what I got. Then stand there as they look at me as if I just told them I lived in the gutter. All I got was my subscription to SuicideGirls.com for myself.
I feel so damn alone and I hate this feeling. Heart ache is breaking me down tonight. I think I need to go to sleep now.
G'night and I hope your Chistmas' were far better than mine......
I feel so damn alone and I hate this feeling. Heart ache is breaking me down tonight. I think I need to go to sleep now.
G'night and I hope your Chistmas' were far better than mine......