terriblyrattled

you'd think

do you by any chance know the richmonds? cause i used to be rather good friends with them-especially jessica, until she went all crackwhore on me and then i stopped talking t her. it can be that easy if you need it to. i'm not saying you shouldn't even talk to her again-just that you shouldn't deal with her cokehead bullshit.

p.s. where in the world did you find skn fjril??

maybe you should stop dealing with this girl and her bullshit. yeah ok-so i'll admit that i don't know her or much about her-but i see it this way-there's no hope for small town drug addicts-especially if that's the small town. and she freaked out on you about liking porn?! what the fuck-at least porn doesn't destroy you-slap some since into the bitch-or don't deal with her dumbass. i'm so sorry-but you seem a little too smart to be dealing with this kinda insanity.

no!!!!!!!!! don't!!!!!!!!!! then i will wonder if you're alive or not!!!!!!!!!!!!

geez, i need to lay off the shift and 1 keys for awhile, don't i? ...i'm hyper tonight. my trip is so far away but i'm so excited and i want to tell everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there i go again. heh.

hehe-don't worry kid-it'll be alright, at leats you don't ruin everything! and wait-i'm not an angrywhore-i'm a ragingwhore. i truly want to fuck everyone in the world in some way or another.

UPDATE: life just got shitter! I fuckin hate shit, i wish i could go away and never talk to anyone ever again....

ps i suck stay away from me

at least you got to see tham! i ended up not being able to go. you should put up a personal ad-it's fun. just try not to be as honest as i was.

yeah my great grandma is working on it too. which means i may be spending more time in your town. does that mean i could be cool enough to hang out with you? i mean minus mya of course. i probably won't be coming back for a few weeks-maybe not til mid november even. so let me know.

boo-good to see you've reappeared. have any fun while you were gone? i'm still grrr at you cause you're gonna go see PTW in seatttle and not here with me.

um yeah ok-i was thinking no one would gte the brain candy thing and yay for you-you did it!! that means you win! i'm not quite sure what you win yet-i suppose i'll have to think about it for a while. and oh yeah-i am glad that you get to go to ptw. i might not even get to-but i was just saying you suck cause you were supposed to get tickets for the show here and take me with you. seattle is lame. i don't live there-so no one else should.

sorry it took so long. i've had way too much on my mind, as evidenced by my journal.

i have to go to school in an hour. why does it make me nervous? i hate that queasy feeling...

damn you-why aren't you coming here to see poison the well? that's so not cool. i don't even know where they're playing in seattle-but it's not the crystal ballroom so it sucks! ok i'm sorry-but i'm a bitch. you really should have gottena ticket to come here instead.

i like this picture. the other one was starting to make me feel all wierd and icky.