well my personaly jrnl was working for awhile, but to much shit happened for me to continue with it. It sucks, and i dont know what to do about things. Times are scarey, and iam frightened.. but the one that was suppose to hold me up, hates me
i dont know why i keep posting here, no one ever reads my crap
but anyways...... i decided to start keeping my own journal on my computer about the stupid shit that goes on in me and my g/fs relationship. Just so that i can look back and prove to myself that iam an idiot. And because i have a terrible memory and i think...
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but anyways...... i decided to start keeping my own journal on my computer about the stupid shit that goes on in me and my g/fs relationship. Just so that i can look back and prove to myself that iam an idiot. And because i have a terrible memory and i think...
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freaky_tiki:
I have a terrible memory as well. There are times when I think I am going insane because I can't remember things when they are brought up in conversation. I always find myself struggling. When someone says, " Remember that time when we..." I cringe, because I have no clue what they are talking about. Oh well...maybe one day I will forget everything and live in a fantasy world I have created myself. Everything will be a new adventure, it will be like being a child again. Could be interesting huh?
WEll Merry Halloween everyone. Iam getting ready to go to a show in P-Town. Iam going to see Ani Difranco. Yup, i dont really want to go. I like her and all but the only real reason i was going was to spend time with my g/f but her friends making her stay at her aunts and i cant stay there cause iam a "boy"...
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indie:
Happy Halloween
tryptamine_____:
throw ani kisses for me! and cheer up. or i'll come down there in my fabulous costume and scare the crap out of you. 
i dont get why life has to be so difficult, why she has to bring it up all the damn time. Its her not me, i still want to be here she doesnt. But when i tell her i want to be here she just says she does so she doesnt hurt my feelings? quit ignoring me, quit hiding from me... if this isnt what...
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man my dsl has been down for a couple days, man iwas bored... i got to see one of my best friends this weekend. He lives in seattle and he came down to visit and it was his b-day.. I wish i could have gotten drunk with him. But i did get him a cheap b-day present i think he really enjoyed it. His family...
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terriblyrattled:
yeah they are the same, but i uh... decided i thought Hot Pouch sounded cooler. So everyone should switch over to Hot Pouch, it is now officialy the proper term for the previous yummy warm filling packed "pockets" So yeah... i like the chicken brocoli ones... not real sure why but they are good
tryptamine_____:
i will collect on that hug for sure the next time i see ya. 
holy crap Gwendolyn looks like my girlfriend, no offense to gwendolyn but my g/f has a prettier face. Man my g/f is hot.. hehe
sorry but iam in an okay mood right now... its weird huh?
sorry but iam in an okay mood right now... its weird huh?
i blew it.. i spilt the beans, now she knows... iam such a dumbass. I got pissed off today yelled at someone evidently. Almost got in a fight yesterday with one o my roommates friends who is freakin stupid. He is here right now, i almost karate chopped his throat at least 4 times while watching a movie... gotta go laters
hey a post, just incase anybody didnt notice but i havent been watching anyones journals very much... nor have i been updating mine.
i finally get a day off after 8 days of work. i told my boss that today and he was like "huh really?" then he laughed at me like i was whiining like a little girlie man... which i kinda was but...
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i finally get a day off after 8 days of work. i told my boss that today and he was like "huh really?" then he laughed at me like i was whiining like a little girlie man... which i kinda was but...
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terriblyrattled:
iam impatient and awfully iritable right now... why wont my pic update?!?!? of course its the right size and everything iam a nerd remember! I know these things!
tryptamine_____:
sorry, i haven't been reading people's journals.
i am very sleepy right now.
i am very sleepy right now.
i cant put up with this highschool shit for much longer
Richmonds? uhm maybe, are there other ones besides this Jessica?
iam doing house work today i have been telling myself i need to get this crap done for like 2 weeks... and its finally getting done.
iam doing house work today i have been telling myself i need to get this crap done for like 2 weeks... and its finally getting done.
ragingwhore42:
yes there are others-they would be trever and amey-and the little one-i think her name was brittany. i'm not sure-she was a baby when i finally just stopped going over there altogether. my room's been a mess-for almost a month. it goes through stages. i'll start cleaning it and not finish-so then it gets messy all over again.
terriblyrattled:
i dont think i know them
yeah i was cleaning my room and doing laundry. The first thing i did when i got done was take off my sweatshirt and throw it on the floor. Dirtied it up before i even got to enjoy it being clean
yeah i was cleaning my room and doing laundry. The first thing i did when i got done was take off my sweatshirt and throw it on the floor. Dirtied it up before i even got to enjoy it being clean