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i feel a little better, i need to remember to take my vitamins.

so things stink around here, iam really bummed. Whats new huh? I almost started drinking again today. well the days not over yet so i guess there still is that chance.

i no longer have a girlfriend, she broke up with me so she could "figure things out". Which makes sence but...
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terriblyrattled:
yes i know Pork. And loudermilk... they are big timers now... whoopy.. iam going to wait until they get bigger and tell everyone i had man sex with the drummers older brother
ragingwhore42:
nice-well um pork is my uncle-and loudermilk's singers dad was my music teacher all through elementary-and um davey is quite hot and he sorta babysat me once or twice. good stuff. let me know if you hear anything in the coming weeks about me being a raging dyke.
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iam sick... my gut hurts... and so does my body. Its uhm sucky. Well iam off to bed. iam hoping sleep will be the cure to my sickness. Probably not, but wishful thinking is good.. and it doesnt come around much in my parts

everyone have a better day/night than me
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well today sucked, me and my g/f broke up AGAIN. And she hasnt called me all day. She was suppose to go to a movie at 10, iam expecting her to call after that. Maybe i wont be here.

iam trying my hardest not to get trashed rigtt now.
and iam bored out of my mind, SO BORED and depressed.

Well iam gonna go.... and...
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terriblyrattled:
FYI.... Break dancin on a full stomach is retarded
tryptamine_____:
heidi tells me good things about you again.

so why are you so upset? don't be, please. *hugs*

come here and hang out with me.
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well the day was good, the night had promise. BUt dont you know... someone fucked it up! i cant handle shit like this

its destroying me
boxterjulep:
who is this someone? we will fuck them up! if it is you, we'll fuck you up just the same!
tryptamine_____:
yeah! what he said!

seriously, though, you just have to be like "fuck them!" and have fun anyway.

and i'll pull out my swedish-english dictionary later, but right now i'm going to bake me some goddamn molasses cookies! yay!
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well today was a generally better day, i got 2 loads of laundry done. I shaved got a hair cut and accomplished some other things i have been meaning to do. Also the evening wasnt all that bad spent the part of the night with my g/f that was better than normal.

i miss heidi, shes nice. I havent seen her in awhile. I should...
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tryptamine_____:
i think i understood that. sounds right to me. smile

where're you learning swedish??
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Well today was alright, it was my bosses first day back from his vacation. And he wasnt pissed so everything seems good. That makes me happy.

i dont know how to congugate swedish, thats probably why it made no sense. i was saying... iam afriad of myself, i dont know what i might do

yeah
uhm
bye
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tryptamine_____:
heidi said some really sweet stuff about you. she said (and i'm paraphrasing) "he was one of those geeks in high school that no one paid attention to, but he's so sweet and now he's so hot!"

does that make your day any better? *hugs*

also, if it helps, i just absorbed a thousand pounds of melancholia from that girl, so i'm in a rather sad state myself. but my problems are the kind that, if i talk about them, its almost like i'm gloating, so i can't talk about them to anyone. which almost makes it worse. people see me living some ideal but they don't see the truth behind it...

i'll try to come down there sometime early next year and we can cry on each other's shoulders, ok?

*more hugs*
tryptamine_____:
p.s. i think it would be "jag skrmma mig. jag vet inte vad jag ska gra."
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man dudes i think iam getting sick! It freakin sucks, that and i have another sore in my mouth and its right on the bendy part of my cheek.. it hurts... Iam trying out a new facial hair configuration. Iam doing the side burns to jawline chin thing... yeah beats me, it looks aight so far.

well iam off to bed i think, i need...
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tryptamine_____:
are you learning swedish, silly boy??

um, i'm not sure what you were trying to say... it doesn't make much sense to me, but i just woke up too. smile
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hey someone should buy me a Glassjaw shirt if they see them(seriously i will reimburse you i wear a medium. smile )... i couldnt go because i had to work. I was way mad. What sucks even more is that the day they played in seattle. The CD player at work decided that it would play the new glassjaw cd ALOT and...
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ragingwhore42:
awwww-if it makes you feel any better-i've been listening to tori all day and driving myself nuts. i guess i don't see why that would make you feel better-but oh well it was worth a try. you took away my alphabet game-i think i almost remembered the next letter.
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i cant stop being depressed, iam in such a shitty mood. my drawings are wet, its hard to scribble when your eyes are leaking