I'm useless against me.
I like to avoid.
Try on a face
You have never seen.
I like to hide.
Know where I stand
So I'm set to be found.
I like to cry
And picture death.
There's the bridge...
Let the water caress.
Turmoil.
I don't think when I'm chewing.
Eating = avoidance.
I really want to avoid everything.. I really want something new....
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I like to avoid.
Try on a face
You have never seen.
I like to hide.
Know where I stand
So I'm set to be found.
I like to cry
And picture death.
There's the bridge...
Let the water caress.
Turmoil.
I don't think when I'm chewing.
Eating = avoidance.
I really want to avoid everything.. I really want something new....
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I think caffiene fucks me up. It makes me easily aggrivated and emotional.
Is that possible?
I'm learning all too much how each kind of food I eat has a huge impact on my mentality.
The bad ones:
breads.
candy.
coffee.
Anyone have any ideas on a tattoo I could get that would encourage good eating? I have been wanting on for like a year...
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Is that possible?
I'm learning all too much how each kind of food I eat has a huge impact on my mentality.
The bad ones:
breads.
candy.
coffee.
Anyone have any ideas on a tattoo I could get that would encourage good eating? I have been wanting on for like a year...
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I have a zero tolerance policy and lack of patience for ignorance and mindlessness.
Befuckingware.
I get bitter and annoyed quick.
I'm pretty fucking upset.
Does anyone find people worthless and hopeless and brainless for the most part? I sure do.
I'm going to bang my head off the wall and punch shit until i bleed. Then I'm going to laugh and scream and cry......
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Befuckingware.
I get bitter and annoyed quick.
I'm pretty fucking upset.
Does anyone find people worthless and hopeless and brainless for the most part? I sure do.
I'm going to bang my head off the wall and punch shit until i bleed. Then I'm going to laugh and scream and cry......
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fancier:
People for the most part make me ill. I try to think of them as reminders of how fucking awesome and un-fucktard like I am. Seeing as how you too are superfuckingstellar, you should do the same.
Don't bang your head on any walls please, because alas, you are so pretty and that would be a shame.
Don't bang your head on any walls please, because alas, you are so pretty and that would be a shame.
I had my first request client today!
What excitement!
Plus, an old couple ran their car right into the bank beside our salon today.. way INTO the bank... totally trashed the front. Excitement.
What excitement!
Plus, an old couple ran their car right into the bank beside our salon today.. way INTO the bank... totally trashed the front. Excitement.
12 days till the new Tegan and Sara album!
Greatlengths comes to Canada! They're sending me a package in the mail
I'm not telling ANY of my coworkers. hahaha. muhahaha. I'm good.
My computer is working fabulously!
Goodmorning world!
Teresa
Greatlengths comes to Canada! They're sending me a package in the mail
I'm not telling ANY of my coworkers. hahaha. muhahaha. I'm good.
My computer is working fabulously!
Goodmorning world!
Teresa
allewar:
Good morning.
Nice to see you're feeling better.
Nice to see you're feeling better.
My heart beats blue.
Beats red.
Beats BLACK.
I'm having a huge crisis.
I cut my hairs and they're too short. I hate all my clothes. I feel like I'm going no where, doing nothing, contributing nothing, learning nothing. I need money. I need great lengths. I need more friends. I need to lose weight. I need some plates to smash.
Stupid suicidal thoughts. I...
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Beats red.
Beats BLACK.
I'm having a huge crisis.
I cut my hairs and they're too short. I hate all my clothes. I feel like I'm going no where, doing nothing, contributing nothing, learning nothing. I need money. I need great lengths. I need more friends. I need to lose weight. I need some plates to smash.
Stupid suicidal thoughts. I...
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jimtorious:
You should check out The Postal Service. They're rad!
bruna_:
honey!! feel better. I know it's SO easy to say that but I know how you feel. it's madness when your brain seem to turn against you.
if it makes you feel anybetter.. i look up to you in a way that you might not understand. you are so cute and care about the pretty things in life. I wish I had that in me. Dunno if that makes any sense!? I feel old and frumpy and no where near as puck rock as I want to be.
Where did you end up living? If you are in the towers then we are neighbours... sucks that I'm so anti-social.
Good luck with yer computer problems!
if it makes you feel anybetter.. i look up to you in a way that you might not understand. you are so cute and care about the pretty things in life. I wish I had that in me. Dunno if that makes any sense!? I feel old and frumpy and no where near as puck rock as I want to be.
Where did you end up living? If you are in the towers then we are neighbours... sucks that I'm so anti-social.
Good luck with yer computer problems!
My harddrive is fried.
It's been hijacked.
Damn undetectable viruses that make it impossible to reformat.
I guess I'm giving Dell $161 ...
stupid internet addiction.
I miss my SG.
Leave me pretty messages, i might be able to check them
It's been hijacked.
Damn undetectable viruses that make it impossible to reformat.
I guess I'm giving Dell $161 ...
stupid internet addiction.
I miss my SG.
Leave me pretty messages, i might be able to check them
gekkeiju23:
my god!
you're gorgeous!
my god!
you're gorgeous!
Today is Saturday.
It was pretty busy at work.
Both today and yesterday I had two VERY PLEASED razor cut clients. Also, many pleased male clients. I'm sure these people will be returning to me which makes me super happy. Woot.
I'm looking pretty umm.. butch tonight. Kinda. As butch as I get. Little boy wife beaters, pink bra with straps showing and bra through...
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It was pretty busy at work.
Both today and yesterday I had two VERY PLEASED razor cut clients. Also, many pleased male clients. I'm sure these people will be returning to me which makes me super happy. Woot.
I'm looking pretty umm.. butch tonight. Kinda. As butch as I get. Little boy wife beaters, pink bra with straps showing and bra through...
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brokenglassheart:
ahhhh! so you cut hair. if i'm ever in nova scotia (sp?) i willl get a dew from you! my hair sucks right now. 
SUCKS I SAY!!! 
okay, i'll stop with the bitching. YOU'RE CUTE!! 
SUCKS I SAY!!! okay, i'll stop with the bitching. YOU'RE CUTE!! Le sigh.
Stephanie's mother found my second last journal entry about out weekend together... yeah. She's devistated. She was just bawling and saying she can't go to work and that Stephanie's going to kill her grandmother and she thinks I have no respect for stephanie because of what I posted here. She was screaming that she was going to call me and tell me to...
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Stephanie's mother found my second last journal entry about out weekend together... yeah. She's devistated. She was just bawling and saying she can't go to work and that Stephanie's going to kill her grandmother and she thinks I have no respect for stephanie because of what I posted here. She was screaming that she was going to call me and tell me to...
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bruna_:
oh shitty. that sucks. you guys look adorable in your pics. she must be going thrugh hell at home. just be patient, it will all work out.
also you hair DOES look awesome. All the time.
also you hair DOES look awesome. All the time.
fancier:
I am so sorry.
Moms can be such assholes.
Don't give up. Unless you go through some serious bullshit, you never truly appreciate the good stuff when you get it.
Hang in there.
YOU ARE SO PRETTY!
Moms can be such assholes.
Don't give up. Unless you go through some serious bullshit, you never truly appreciate the good stuff when you get it.
Hang in there.
YOU ARE SO PRETTY!
asdfghjkl.
fuck.
fuck.
I hope you find something concrete to hold on to. I know how easy it can be to get trapped within your own negativity.