Clearing your conscience and leaving your heart open to people is scary. Especially if you don't know if they know how much they could have you if they play it right. And how much you want to be theirs.
Seems like everything that happens comes back and the conclusion is: She's awesome, don't let her get away. She's even more awesome than you know, don't fuck this one up, shithead.
THIS is going to be another confusing Christmas Break.. but none the less, exciting.
Mel. Melissa.
7777777.
I influenced her.
She didn't hold it against me when I made a terrible mistake, and for that I'm incredibly thankful.
I get along with her in a sick, weird fashion.
We love it.
There's something about her I must have.
I miss her, this is NUTS.
I haven't left my heart open since 2003. I ended that January 1st, 2004. The wheels are kind of squeaky and need some work, but I can do it for 2005.
Making things happen in 2005
I'm going to start buying the Organic Style magazine, beacause I love it.
I'm going to start calling my cousin to talk and catch up, beacuse I love him.
I'm going to start following my heart, because I need to go where it wants to take me. In the end, I'll love it.
I'm listening to Dresden Dolls.
I'm in a sports bra, an orange glow in the dark shirt that says GODDESS with a white cat laying across the top of it..
and, the kicker: Black 3 stripe Adidas pants circa middle school with zippers at the bottom. lol.
I'm so sexy, it's Sunday. Shove it, hahaha.
Food is calling my name.
At work on Sarurday I didn't stop doing hair from 10am till 5:55pm, SERIOUSLY. I had one of my favourite, most fabulous and appreciative clients. She gave me an extra Xmas tip
What a dear ♥ I made almost 50 in tips, and I did a WICKEDDDDDDD color and I now have a blister where the shears hit my thumb. Me and my non-ergonomic shear position. LOL.
in other news!!
Lindsay Lohan, she got some big ass titties.
oh, and.. kitties doing silly things!
Mel is great.
OKAY DAMNIT.
I have to stop thinking about her, I bet she doesn't like me that much anymore. Damnit.
But she does keep telling me to call, and she does stay on the phone with me for hours, saying silly things and laughing with me .. and she's NOT a phone girl. Oh, who knows.
Whooooo knowwwwwssss.
I'm so scared of a broken heart.
So scared, but If I don't put myself out there I'll never have anything beautiful and fabulous to appreciate and love.
SO DO IT, bitch. (That's me.)
♥t
Seems like everything that happens comes back and the conclusion is: She's awesome, don't let her get away. She's even more awesome than you know, don't fuck this one up, shithead.
THIS is going to be another confusing Christmas Break.. but none the less, exciting.
Mel. Melissa.
7777777.
I influenced her.
She didn't hold it against me when I made a terrible mistake, and for that I'm incredibly thankful.
I get along with her in a sick, weird fashion.
We love it.
There's something about her I must have.
I miss her, this is NUTS.
I haven't left my heart open since 2003. I ended that January 1st, 2004. The wheels are kind of squeaky and need some work, but I can do it for 2005.
Making things happen in 2005
I'm going to start buying the Organic Style magazine, beacause I love it.
I'm going to start calling my cousin to talk and catch up, beacuse I love him.
I'm going to start following my heart, because I need to go where it wants to take me. In the end, I'll love it.
I'm listening to Dresden Dolls.
I'm in a sports bra, an orange glow in the dark shirt that says GODDESS with a white cat laying across the top of it..
and, the kicker: Black 3 stripe Adidas pants circa middle school with zippers at the bottom. lol.
I'm so sexy, it's Sunday. Shove it, hahaha.
Food is calling my name.
At work on Sarurday I didn't stop doing hair from 10am till 5:55pm, SERIOUSLY. I had one of my favourite, most fabulous and appreciative clients. She gave me an extra Xmas tip
What a dear ♥ I made almost 50 in tips, and I did a WICKEDDDDDDD color and I now have a blister where the shears hit my thumb. Me and my non-ergonomic shear position. LOL.
in other news!!
Lindsay Lohan, she got some big ass titties.
oh, and.. kitties doing silly things!
Mel is great.
OKAY DAMNIT.
I have to stop thinking about her, I bet she doesn't like me that much anymore. Damnit.
But she does keep telling me to call, and she does stay on the phone with me for hours, saying silly things and laughing with me .. and she's NOT a phone girl. Oh, who knows.
Whooooo knowwwwwssss.
I'm so scared of a broken heart.
So scared, but If I don't put myself out there I'll never have anything beautiful and fabulous to appreciate and love.
SO DO IT, bitch. (That's me.)
♥t
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
Love your energy girl
Your entries are soooooo entertaining, it's to bad you didn't come kicking me in the arse before now.
Love the coment you left me, although it did make me a bit sad.
I hate letting people down but darn i'm not really a net type dude and I have a ton of side projects and work to catch up on.
Plus my computer will turn into a pumpkin on Jan 1st
Love ya girl and keep up that groovy little page you got going for yourself
One last entry comin on up so keep your ear to the ground it should be cute and nice
T.K.