You know what?
I've been the happiest girl in the world for about a month, no crying, no hating myself..
I just came beck from 2 hours with georgia. Just talking. She bought me coffee again.. and I can't handle this. I got in the house and I just started balling.. I just feel sick. She makes me feel like I'm nothing.. this is so hard. I want what we had back, I want to fucking run away. I can't be around her, she's posion for me. Why am I letting her get to me? She's only being nice, she wants to be my friend.. but she can never be with me again, i FUCKING HATE THIS. I FUCKING HATE THIS!!
i hate this..
i fucking hate this..
--T
I've been the happiest girl in the world for about a month, no crying, no hating myself..
I just came beck from 2 hours with georgia. Just talking. She bought me coffee again.. and I can't handle this. I got in the house and I just started balling.. I just feel sick. She makes me feel like I'm nothing.. this is so hard. I want what we had back, I want to fucking run away. I can't be around her, she's posion for me. Why am I letting her get to me? She's only being nice, she wants to be my friend.. but she can never be with me again, i FUCKING HATE THIS. I FUCKING HATE THIS!!
i hate this..
i fucking hate this..
--T
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tawanise:
space is good for now, i agree let her know and then try the friend thing
veganjihad:
some people are just to intense for one another.... last night i thought about my ex, i havent talked to her for about 7 months, and before that, it was another 5 or 6... we had the Best of Times, and the Worst of times... and nothing in between..... thats just an unsustainable relationship....some people just cant come in contact with out being explosive...