teresaannamae

Hmh.
Wanted to go to the movie store and rent a sappy love movie to watch by myself so I could feel more sappy and alone.. But alas, the movie gallery is closed for le nuit. So I'm watching trusty ol' Disney ::Lady and the Tramp;; [[he's a tramp, but I love him. Breaks a new heart everyday]] {{where there is baby, there is milk nearby..}}

Tonight was weird.. Watched the end of Save The Last Dance at Maren's house with Sam and Aaron and Jill .. that made me sad and feel even more alone. So nuts to that.

Had a good time dancing to Whip It with Kathleen And singing Love Shack at the top of my lungs.. AND "playing Salon" on her patio with nosy neighbours LOL

Uhh.. what else... I miss Ashley.. a LOT.
I don't feel like i connect with anyone else but her.. I think, I don't know. RAWR.

I need my hair cut really badly. It's getting long and gross. But I HATE the look of freshly cut hair. bee-elch.

I hope that someday I find a group of people that I get along with... and like.. and "fit" with.. Maybe I'm just overthinking and freaking out over nothing.. Maybe I have it good and I just suck at reality.

Maybe I should stop stuffing my face with food and figure it all out- TONIGHT. [[beatsteaks]]

blaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I miss people.
3 people. Maybe 2 and 1/2. Maybe I'm not sure. 2 for sure. One for not. One for maybe.

Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. What if?



xoxoTeresa