teresaannamae

I'm really bad.

I'm so bad.

I dont know how this happened..
and why?

This is bad.

capital B.
capital A.
capital D.

ahh fack.

okay, i've been dating my girlfriend for a little over a year and 8 months. We're good.

But i have this coworker (previously mentioned in other journals) Debbie.. and.. i think she's SOOO COOOL. Like, have NEVER EVER laughed so much and so hard and so ginuinely(*sp) with anyone else as i do with her, we just feed off each other because we're both SO insane. I just have such a good time when i work with her, i adore her to bits.

and today.. I worked 11-7pm with her... and i kept finding myself attracted to her.
yeah.
She's not the prettiest thing, but sometimes she jokes around and smiles and sticks her tongue out at me and I dont know why but I just *die*.. i just wanna run over and hug her and spin her around and kiss her.

This is so bad and I don't feel like I can tell anyone.

It makes me miss Ashley so badly i cry. I love that girl so much and I feel so disgusted with myself for following the crowd and treating her so badly behind her back this school year and ignoring her so much.

but Debbie...
Deb...
Deborah.

oh BAD, I'm so BAD, this is SO BAD.

It's just bad and i can't stress that enough.

I dont even know if she likes girls! She does have a rainbow obsession.. and her roomate is bi and i kow Debie would know about the Rainbow thing.. so *UGH* this is so BAD.


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so very bad.