yeah. i feel like shit again. this isn't me. all i do is cry and listen to depressing music [finger11]. I haven't cried this much in months.. i swear its because of the carbs. i swear its the sugar and the starch// it fucks with my emotion chemicals. i have to research this.
So i took my shitty self over to walmart to buy some nifty acrilics. cause i have a new found addiction to painting. i lost my creative side and i finally feel like i'm getting it back. I'm getting all kinds of creative urges. I just wish i had my sewing machine. stupid obesepsychobitch.
i bought watercolor pencils too. in a nifty tin case. on clearacne. and the 1.50$ edition of teen vogue.
ever feel like you just dont compare to someone? anyone. my faith is lost again today. I'm tired of this place. [riding my carousel, they can never tell] boy, is that ever the song of today.
Finger Eleven - Carousel.
-xo-xo.
Teresa
don't hug me i'll cry
So i took my shitty self over to walmart to buy some nifty acrilics. cause i have a new found addiction to painting. i lost my creative side and i finally feel like i'm getting it back. I'm getting all kinds of creative urges. I just wish i had my sewing machine. stupid obesepsychobitch.
i bought watercolor pencils too. in a nifty tin case. on clearacne. and the 1.50$ edition of teen vogue.
ever feel like you just dont compare to someone? anyone. my faith is lost again today. I'm tired of this place. [riding my carousel, they can never tell] boy, is that ever the song of today.
Finger Eleven - Carousel.
-xo-xo.
Teresa
don't hug me i'll cry