teresaannamae

i'm really upset. i neeeed to lose weight. and i can't do the carb thing again.. its summer and cooking eggs and meat is too hot and time consuming. FUCK. and i cant count calories cause i eat trash and it just doesn't work. i want to do Weight Watchers Winning Points but i can;t find the information on the internet anywhere for free. i feel like a big fucking ball of fat, i can't even see my hip bones when i stand up. I"M SO FUCKING FAT AND I HATE IT. i want to be 120-125lbs. this fluxuating 130-132 is KILLING me. KIIIIILLLLLLIIIIINNNNG ME. i feel like either binging or starving myself hardcore. proana! oh boy! been there, done that. Thanks goes out to Boston Public for showing me the way. Oh, what prime time television can introduce to weight conscious/obsessive women. hah. -cries-