2004. Two thousand and four.
This year is going to be one hell of a lot different than the last. A lot of learning about who I am and things of the like.
[of this i am sure]
but before we continue, my new FAVOURITE soung lyric.
"There was a terrible storm and you were wearing all our coats"
Prizes to the lucky lady or...
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This year is going to be one hell of a lot different than the last. A lot of learning about who I am and things of the like.
[of this i am sure]
but before we continue, my new FAVOURITE soung lyric.
"There was a terrible storm and you were wearing all our coats"
Prizes to the lucky lady or...
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with the taste of your lips
i'm on a ride
your toxic tongue slippin' mine
with the taste of the poison paradise
i'm addicted to you
don't you know that your toxic?
--nothing wrong with a little Britney Spears loving. xoxo.
What an amazing christmas.
I'm so happy i can share it with you without censoring myself because someone's around [and they can't know i'm...
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i'm on a ride
your toxic tongue slippin' mine
with the taste of the poison paradise
i'm addicted to you
don't you know that your toxic?
--nothing wrong with a little Britney Spears loving. xoxo.
What an amazing christmas.
I'm so happy i can share it with you without censoring myself because someone's around [and they can't know i'm...
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bruna_:
glad to hear you had a happy xmas. we spent a bit of xmas in the P.dot , but are happy to be back home in Hali.
my boy got hickory smoked almonds from my parents... they ARE really fucking good. too bad they are 42% fat. ...on that note.... think i'll head to the gym,
my boy got hickory smoked almonds from my parents... they ARE really fucking good. too bad they are 42% fat. ...on that note.... think i'll head to the gym,
i think i have a severe addiction to music.
WarsawPack
Peaches
BrassMunk
Hot Hot Heat
Le Tigre
Mico.
my new addicitons.
need cds. new cds.. must buy multitudes of cds..
worked 12-8 again today. third day in a row. Almost got my ass fired today, can't hold my anger and bitterness and attitude to our exmanager, she just pushes me till i flip. [can't handle...
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WarsawPack
Peaches
BrassMunk
Hot Hot Heat
Le Tigre
Mico.
my new addicitons.
need cds. new cds.. must buy multitudes of cds..
worked 12-8 again today. third day in a row. Almost got my ass fired today, can't hold my anger and bitterness and attitude to our exmanager, she just pushes me till i flip. [can't handle...
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cathedra:
merry xmas darling
i'm just teresa.
i like tons of things.
i love fabulous things.
making friends rocks.
so do:
fonts. icons. cursors. hothotheat. pens. glass cherries shared with friends. diaries. fabulous. Mr.Kitty. hugs. piercings. positivity. tegan and sara. canadian bands. honesty. reading. disney. stars. frank sinatra. e-communites. le tigre. skins. bootups. realistic emotions and showing them. bobbypins. dill pickle seasoning. water. worn in haircuts. clementines.
I'm on...
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i like tons of things.
i love fabulous things.
making friends rocks.
so do:
fonts. icons. cursors. hothotheat. pens. glass cherries shared with friends. diaries. fabulous. Mr.Kitty. hugs. piercings. positivity. tegan and sara. canadian bands. honesty. reading. disney. stars. frank sinatra. e-communites. le tigre. skins. bootups. realistic emotions and showing them. bobbypins. dill pickle seasoning. water. worn in haircuts. clementines.
I'm on...
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lipservicejen:
Hey - I just wanted to say hello because I joined your group.
I too am addicted to MUSIC and HAIR COLOR, MAKE-UP, FASHION, CUTE UNDIES, FRIENDS . . . uhh I could go on, but won't. If your interested- accept me as a friend and we could talk more
Laters KittyKat
Bloody Butterfly Kisses
LipServiceJen
I too am addicted to MUSIC and HAIR COLOR, MAKE-UP, FASHION, CUTE UNDIES, FRIENDS . . . uhh I could go on, but won't. If your interested- accept me as a friend and we could talk more
Laters KittyKat
Bloody Butterfly Kisses
LipServiceJen
cathedra:
love the hair, thanks for the sweetness in my journal. kisses for u where in canada u from?
where in canada u from?I've been gone for over a month.. Its so nuts to have the internet back..
It took me taht long to reformat! what a loser i am..
add more later, so overwhelmed..
xoxo
It took me taht long to reformat! what a loser i am..
add more later, so overwhelmed..
xoxo
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soeffinhappy:
Dude your profile pic is freaking me out but welcome back!!
bruna_:
welcome back. you seemed pretty down. hope you're feeling better.
I'm finally writing with paper what all has happened to my life over the past two months.. the worst two months of my life.
I need me time..
"Oh no, she's not a secret now...but nobody cares.."
"Have a good sleep on your own.
Have a good sleep all alone. "
"Mediocrity's got me so opportunities have been slow.
Sentiment has got me feeling low....
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I need me time..
"Oh no, she's not a secret now...but nobody cares.."
"Have a good sleep on your own.
Have a good sleep all alone. "
"Mediocrity's got me so opportunities have been slow.
Sentiment has got me feeling low....
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coheed:
at least the worst two months are behind you 
WHAT WHAT!
The coolest thing happened! thee COOLEST. teh coolies. !!!
See, there's this boy that graduated from my school two years before me and he added me to ICQ about the middle of October.. (cause it's NOVEMBER now!) and we talked everyday for HOURS. On occasion, into the early hours of the morning. I didn't have the slightest crush until we first hung out...
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The coolest thing happened! thee COOLEST. teh coolies. !!!
See, there's this boy that graduated from my school two years before me and he added me to ICQ about the middle of October.. (cause it's NOVEMBER now!) and we talked everyday for HOURS. On occasion, into the early hours of the morning. I didn't have the slightest crush until we first hung out...
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simon:
Wow!! I REALLY like the "Socks" analogy. I think you should go for it. Like you said, it beats complaining about not having a date.
I hope things go well for you two!
Take care!! Be good to yourself.
-Simon
I hope things go well for you two!
Take care!! Be good to yourself.
-Simon
nikki_darling:
thanks for the advice re: guy friend. I couldnt agree more....
I feel really hopeless and destroyed.
I cheated on and broke up with the love of my life.. But was it even working anyways? Those two years with her were amazing... but near the end there was nothing to hold on to except memories and the hope things will get better.. I broke her heart when I cheated on her. I love the idea of...
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I cheated on and broke up with the love of my life.. But was it even working anyways? Those two years with her were amazing... but near the end there was nothing to hold on to except memories and the hope things will get better.. I broke her heart when I cheated on her. I love the idea of...
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seska1:
ohhhhhhhhhh! ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))
ms:
Pain is a definite mainstay of life. Whether it be from love, family, money, stubbing your toe; it will always be there. I used to dwell over the pain in my life and always wonder where I (or the other person) went wrong. The fact is that in a relationship both parties are at fault for ending that chapter of their lives. I'm not saying that it's always a 50/50 split. That is never the case and even in the least acrimonious of splits there is always someone who wanted it more than the other.
The eventuality of pain is what makes it hard to concentrate on keeping the feet in motion once the hurdle has been cleared (to use a metaphor that has been run to death, pun intended.) Most of us forget that (here comes the same bad metaphor) life is a race but it's not a 50-yard dash. It's more like a marathon being run on an oval track. We can make it through the first few laps fine. The worst thing we have to worry about is whether or not there are going to be enough Crunchberries in the Cap'n Crunch cereal (of which there never are enough.)
Then we get to that point in our life where some of us deal with friends moving away. We come to understand divorce, death, anger (the real kind, not the mad about Crunchberries type), betrayal, and ultimately loss. The two factors we never really learn to cope with are love and pain. We can cope with anger. Lust is easily taken care of (either you fuck or you masturbate---sometimes both.) Happiness is fleeting for some and a constant presence for others. The same goes for depression.
But no one, no matter how much they can elaborate on the subjects, can understand love or pain. So instead of understanding we normally go one of two routes with those demons. We either embrace them or we shut them out. Some people try to shut out both at the same time while some only let one through and keep the oher at the curb (judging from most of journals here a large majority of the people here embrace pain, which in itself, is actually very diheartening.)
I can't say that this post is going to provide any answers. I'm not one to come to if you ever happen to look for any answers (I'm a big embracer of pain--so sue me.) But if there is one thing I can is to listen and let you know what I think about a situation. I try to stay away from the "Everything's gonna be allright" type of explanations. There are more than enough people out there who will provide those. I just provide two-and-a-half cents worth of drivel and hope that it makes sense.
If it makes you feel any better: You are downright fucking beautiful. Booyah.
p.s. Please excuse any spelling errors, grammatical mistakes, or missed letters. I didn't have time to proofread.
The eventuality of pain is what makes it hard to concentrate on keeping the feet in motion once the hurdle has been cleared (to use a metaphor that has been run to death, pun intended.) Most of us forget that (here comes the same bad metaphor) life is a race but it's not a 50-yard dash. It's more like a marathon being run on an oval track. We can make it through the first few laps fine. The worst thing we have to worry about is whether or not there are going to be enough Crunchberries in the Cap'n Crunch cereal (of which there never are enough.)
Then we get to that point in our life where some of us deal with friends moving away. We come to understand divorce, death, anger (the real kind, not the mad about Crunchberries type), betrayal, and ultimately loss. The two factors we never really learn to cope with are love and pain. We can cope with anger. Lust is easily taken care of (either you fuck or you masturbate---sometimes both.) Happiness is fleeting for some and a constant presence for others. The same goes for depression.
But no one, no matter how much they can elaborate on the subjects, can understand love or pain. So instead of understanding we normally go one of two routes with those demons. We either embrace them or we shut them out. Some people try to shut out both at the same time while some only let one through and keep the oher at the curb (judging from most of journals here a large majority of the people here embrace pain, which in itself, is actually very diheartening.)
I can't say that this post is going to provide any answers. I'm not one to come to if you ever happen to look for any answers (I'm a big embracer of pain--so sue me.) But if there is one thing I can is to listen and let you know what I think about a situation. I try to stay away from the "Everything's gonna be allright" type of explanations. There are more than enough people out there who will provide those. I just provide two-and-a-half cents worth of drivel and hope that it makes sense.
If it makes you feel any better: You are downright fucking beautiful. Booyah.
p.s. Please excuse any spelling errors, grammatical mistakes, or missed letters. I didn't have time to proofread.
It's my first time using professional bleach on my hair. My land, and I have no one to help me so I did the back all my myself. Sweet jeebus I hope I didn't miss any spots. And I hope my hair doesn't fall out.
Here's to bleached roots! *holds up applicator bottle*
I just got my hair cut too by Michelle :hearts: She's great....
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Here's to bleached roots! *holds up applicator bottle*
I just got my hair cut too by Michelle :hearts: She's great....
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posh:
oh my goodness. you are the cutest thing ever.
housedj:
You're even hotter because you pumped up Frank Sinatra.
Canadian gurls rock!
Canadian gurls rock!
Hmh.
Wanted to go to the movie store and rent a sappy love movie to watch by myself so I could feel more sappy and alone.. But alas, the movie gallery is closed for le nuit. So I'm watching trusty ol' Disney ::Lady and the Tramp;; [[he's a tramp, but I love him. Breaks a new heart everyday]] {{where there is baby, there is milk...
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Wanted to go to the movie store and rent a sappy love movie to watch by myself so I could feel more sappy and alone.. But alas, the movie gallery is closed for le nuit. So I'm watching trusty ol' Disney ::Lady and the Tramp;; [[he's a tramp, but I love him. Breaks a new heart everyday]] {{where there is baby, there is milk...
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seska1:
Me??? No way, YOU are!
asreal1:
pictou county??!? no way. my dad was born in trenton and moved to new glasgow. or was it the other way around. either way, i've been there a lot.
And our hearts will beat as one...
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Here I come in my '57, She's a real old rider.
Paint perfection, with her custom engine, and her black flames.
V8 engine with fuel injection.. 0o0o00o00ooo0o0o
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okay, so i'm really hyped up on old 80's music right now..And I know they dont fit.. but... \m/ WOOO.
oh god..
Billy Ocean
Billy Idol
Billy Joel
Billy...
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Here I come in my '57, She's a real old rider.
Paint perfection, with her custom engine, and her black flames.
V8 engine with fuel injection.. 0o0o00o00ooo0o0o
-0--0-------------00---------------00--------------0--------0-0----\
okay, so i'm really hyped up on old 80's music right now..And I know they dont fit.. but... \m/ WOOO.
oh god..
Billy Ocean
Billy Idol
Billy Joel
Billy...
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kristovdesign:
hey teresa,
80's music enh? hmm
where in canada are you from?
80's music enh? hmm
where in canada are you from?
kristovdesign:
im from saskatchewan. it's only about 3000 kms away, hmm, lets hang out sometime
hahaha...
anyways, your super cute. i like the bright hair
Chris
[Edited on Sep 30, 2003]
hahaha...
anyways, your super cute. i like the bright hair
Chris
[Edited on Sep 30, 2003]
Today = Tuesday, the last one of the month.. therefore our class recieves an hour and 1/2 lunch rather than the usual 30mins! YES! Trent drove me down the street to Sobeys, what a DOLL. I'd think he likes me, but I think he's gay! maybe.. hell, I dunno! Regardless.. no! haha
Bought Teriaki Vegetable Hot Pockets for lunch and two peaches They were good,...
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Bought Teriaki Vegetable Hot Pockets for lunch and two peaches
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azrael_abyss:
you're so pretty!
brokenalice:
there's no such thing as too red!!!
congrats, the answer is indeed, a potato. I would have also accepted hurricanes or true love.
I say it's 188487 because I work on M.T. (My Time) so I can say whatever year I want it to be... like tomorrow it's going to be the second tuesday of the week! yes!
xxx
Rob