tequilaraymax

After my "back atcha" wink, I read your entry.

Dude, this is exactly what I'm going through. I'm either extremely happy with life and not wanting to change a thing, or I'm so miserable I don't have the energy to change anything. I've recently sold all my belongings and I'll be leaving soon to travel around America. I've found some odd jobs in Florida as post-hurricane clean-up and a blueberry farmhand. I'm scared to death, but hopefully it'll change my outlook on things a little. I'm only worried about my friendships I have here... I really love my friends, but I'm terrible at keeping in touch. Woah...how'd you do that? You just got me to pour my heart out. My instict now is to erase all this, but then I'd have just wasted the last few minutes.

Yeah, it sounds like you should get the hell out of there. If your only reason for staying is your music, and you're miserable in every other aspect, how do you know you wouldn't be making better music somewhere where you're not miserable?

Licking Chocolate Jesus rock. I love 'em.

hot damn! best journal post ever. that's going into a story somewhere. or a fucked up poem. yes... fucked up poems are great for shit like that. less random, but i recently was told by a girl i hardly know about the first time she took on two guys at a party and can't remember either of their names.

yeah shit like this i never doubt, because its almost impossible to make it up. i think i remember that part in brave new world. dialogue is always hard to writer, mostly because since you're writing it you think it sounds phoney, because it sounds phoney to you, usually other people don't think its phoney. cause they didn't have to make it up. its great when i write a scene with multiply people if i can actually write it in such a way that you know who said what without me haaing to tell youi, just by whats said and in what order. that's always fun.

nice to hear everyone on the other side of pond is having as much fun as i am. forget you knew yon girl. forget you knew everyone. break for the wilderness, eat nuts and buries and eats what you kill, kills what you eat.

simple as that.

but then again,
that is my advice to everything.

i slipped onoffon back into rotation. it did not grow. it did not even bud. there were a few that left me apathetic as opposed to outright annoyed. i will try again but today the only album that matters is the replacement's "let it be". i've decided it is the perfect rocknroll album. clearly.

thanks for commentary on poetry.

yeah i wound up digging the miniwatt stuff. i'll have to look into that band further. as for dellio, i'll try givng the one you recommended a shot.

i downloaded that miniwatt...good shit.

I don't know where i got the gang of four from...maybe because everyone else is ripping them off?

You would love the shit out of Lightning Bolt, though.

Check out Load Records...they have a lot of decent stuff.