tenpercentme

What I like:

I like the absence of self-conscious behavior. I am very self-conscious therefore I am thrilled by people who do not seem to be so. Although a part of me thinks we are all self-conscious and we just deal with it in different ways. If that is true I am interested in people who deal with their self-consciousness in different ways from me....
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Oh, yes. Definitely time for a fresh perspective.

The funny thing about different, is that if you live with it long enough... it becomes the same.

Everything is about to change again. I return to my home tomorrow for 6-8 weeks. I will be teaching students how to make music videos.

It will be fun but it is just sinking in.

Brutality

Brutality in my writing comes out because I am alone when I am writing. So it is not 100% true to my own experience, as I spend a lot of my life not alone. So my writing becomes only an expression of my solitary existence and not my social/intimate existence.

Plus its about time for a total overhaul...

Beautiful woman + sad expression = impossible to ignore.

I think it is really important to get to the point where I am not trying to make a point. I am not going to say anything that is going to revolutionize film and cinema. Although I may set up a context where somebody else can say something that will. As a director it is not about me. It is about the characters. And too...
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That's right... I'm talking to you.

I fucking love women.

I felt like the last entry wasn't enough. So here is old writing...


null(Voice of A.B.)

There is always dirt beneath the grass,
for knees to dig into.

I stay away from artificial shit.
and concrete shit, with all of the inflexibility.

I like the dirt.

The inviolability of the dirt is inspiring.

Nothing you can do to make it feel bad about itself....
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You've got it.

Now I'm gone.