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Thursday Aug 27, 2009

Aug 27, 2009
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Do you ever go back and wonder why the things that were so great in your life just disappeared and its not there anymore? you take a moment of your life to sit down to think, "What happend to it? Was it me?" I think about it a lot I know I shouldnt but how do you not think about the things that have changed your life forever? How can you not think about the people you loved and lost? I'v heard I have great things going, and I should never think about what happened in the past. But I cant help it when you miss them.

Sometimes I wonder why things happen the way they do, I still can remember the times we have shared and times we spent apart missing each other, even if it was just a day without each other in arms, if we wernt next to another we would be missing every breath we took. The songs, the flowers, the days inside, the morning breakfasts, the breath taking (suprising) dinners, and the car rides, I miss it all, more then you can even imagine. I miss how you would hold me tight in your arms, to let me know I was safe, I miss how you would wake me up in the morning to a good morning kiss or the sound of you sayin "I love you". Time flys, and I wonder where did everything go wrong? How come it came to where I was before I met you? Lost, unsure of myself, hurt...I wanted to be with you for longer then I imagined that we were together, but not everything works out the way we want it to.

I miss the summer sun, how it was perfect on my face, the smell of fresh air, and the love that you showed me, everything to me was new fresh and hip. Something about him made me love life more then I thought I could. I miss the smiles we gave each other, the touch of his hand sent me chills through out my body. It was like a movie, but then it just stoped. When I see the movie P.S I Love you, I cant help but think of him.

That was almost a year and half ago now, and I have gotten somethings together in my life, met new people,..and started a new life. But you always go back when you see or hear things that remind you of them. I guess I know now I cant live in the past forever, and I have to move on when I know nothing else will work. Sometimes a good thing.
So hears to the People we have loved, Hears to the people we have lost, and here is to the people we will soon to met and change our lifes forever
Cheers,

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