I am so paranoid.
ugh.
Yesterday was a rough day. He is beginning his new adventure, and I am beginning mine. Seperately. For the first time in 5 years I won't be able to just call him up. It's really a weird feeling.
I'm okay though. I am trying new things, and hanging out with new people. I'm trying to open up and trust a little bit more.
I really am kind of fucked up. I'm trying to get a handle on that.
ugh.
Yesterday was a rough day. He is beginning his new adventure, and I am beginning mine. Seperately. For the first time in 5 years I won't be able to just call him up. It's really a weird feeling.
I'm okay though. I am trying new things, and hanging out with new people. I'm trying to open up and trust a little bit more.
I really am kind of fucked up. I'm trying to get a handle on that.
esma:
welcome to the club, at least you can admit youre fuk'd up, i admit it all the time to myself and to others, you'll be fine, you'll probably meet someone fuk'd up too and be happier