tenaciousb

hey

this is gonna be a bit of a ramble so i apologise in advance.......

basically i have decided that i'm gonna leave SG.

i have had enough....certain people on here have made me feel shitty, and i don't need that .....
so i think i might stick around for the rest of this month and just say my piece to those that make me smile.....
they know who they are.....
i love 'em....
they are the sort of people that i only have to see their name and they make me smile. . as for the others who seek affection but never give anything back.....well you can just fuck off.....
you know who you are.....
i don't wanna name names......i ain't the villan of the piece..
since i have joined there have been people who have been fun, supportive and friendly without trying to out do anyone...they have just been themselves.....and all the better for it....
so many of you are fantastic people how i consider true friends, although i have never met any of you properly, i know that i like you.....
others have added me to your friends lists to build up numbers and never bothered to try and talk....
i don't need that.........
i may stay, change my name and just keep those i cherish.....
i really don't know yet....
basically my mood is really black............................




so does anyone wanna actually talk??

a few of you are actually making me smile..........

You got a lotta nerve
To say you gota helping hand to lend
You just want to be on
The side that's winning

You say I let you down
You know it's not like that
If you're so hurt
Why then don't you show it

You say you lost your faith
But that's not where it's at
You had no faith to lose
And you know it

I know the reason
That you talk behind my back
I used to be among the crowd
You're in with

Do you take me for such a fool
To think I'd make contact
With the one who tries to hide
What he don't know to begin with

You see me on the street
You always act surprised
You say, "How are you?" "Good luck"
But you don't mean it

When you know as well as me
You'd rather see me paralyzed
Why don't you just come out once
And scream it

No, I do not feel that good
When I see the heartbreaks you embrace
If I was a master thief
Perhaps I'd rob them

And now I know you're dissatisfied
With your position and your place
Don't you understand
It's not my problem

I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
And just for that one moment
I could be you

Yes, I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
You'd know what a drag it is
To see you