Thursday Jul 17, 2003

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I go to say goodbye and I choke
try to walk away and I stumble
I don't have to hide it, it's clear
my world crumbles when you are not there...
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jacqui:
00ooohhhh
u are gonna make me cry !
darkhorse:
The way i imagine it your voice is a lot sexier than that?! How are you precious?

Wednesday Jul 16, 2003

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Between the ongoing psychiatric sideshow in my living room and me trying to figure out which end is up on the rolling pin, I am having a difficult time not dissolving my life. Oh the drama!

Its Alive called me to tell me that an ex boyfriend drove his car into the L.A. river in April and drowned. That kinda added to the overall mood...
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itsalivemedia:
Sorry to have to tell you that. I hadn't seen him in years and he was a total freak (even he woul say that) but he was a super nice guy and it's just horrible how it happened, there is no one to blame but him...it's just kinda...sad.

Guess I'll see ya when i see ya?
deadmansparty:
Any alcohol is good alcohol if you ask me. Keep doing what your doin'. Bad crap can only last for so long before it moves on to someone else. Now what are ya doin' picking up underage boys and where the hell were you when I was 10????skull

Monday Jul 07, 2003

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It is entirely crushing to the soul when you realize that someone you once thought so much of is really a self-serving asshole in disguise as a super nice person. I feel so gutted and I am angry. I wish there was a cure for making the madness and pain disappear from your life. More like the person who causes the madness and pain...
And...
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rubbersoul:
Not that I'm cynical or anything, but the world is full of self-serveing assholes. You can't throw a brick olut the window without hitting one. Of course, this is El Lay, I suppose.
darkhorse:
Heeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooo babe i'm back xxxxx

Saturday Jul 05, 2003

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Jesus help me! I am so fucking bored it is beyond conception! I am in serious need of something to do... I want to make phone calls, but I don't want to bother anyone, so somehow I am bothering myself instead. Had the dirtiest of sex. With myself... I think someone slipped a hardcore drug into my bee propolis. If my batch of absynthe were...
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deadmansparty:
So you make Absynthe...interesting. I didn't know santa barbra was known for it's wormwood. I have a feeling all you see in a coma is Ataris PONG so I'm in no hurry to go comatose. Never thought I'd get bored with sex but it's happend. All I want to do is work,at least you still have your fire. I think I have a spare un-sed ball gag if you're in needskull
Oh yes, this song will be over played real soon and you seem to like passionate music so if you can find Heaven Sent by John digweed download it, It's good with wine.
astrokreep23:
When I find a cure for boredom I'll let you know....

Friday Jul 04, 2003

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The show went remarkably well even though there were a lot of fuck-ups involved. I got a call back from the feet people who really thought my feet were beautiful (isn't this silly?) and want to make an appointment for next week to see my feet in person.
I am terribly sad at the moment, reminding myself repeatedly that I don't like being single, yet...
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darkhorse:
Hi sweetie, it's been a long time! How you doin? i've been sorting my life out over the last 3 months. You're still looking stunnung aswell..... x
sexydevil:
Im not sure when the King died exactly , we must have been at an aniversary of his death date. I can call my Mom and find out for you if you want? I was a baby, who knows. I guess the point of my story was how hardcore my parents were. Dates times and all that aside, they were pretty hardcore!

Thursday Jul 03, 2003

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Tired, coming down with wretched case of tonsillitis (gotta stop giving head-lol), and ready to throw in the towel. I have to say, people in Mississippi were typically very S-L-O-W.
Couldn't find a liquor store in Memphis, so stopped the first cop I saw and asked him where I could buy some wine. He leaned into my car, took a long look at me and...
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sexydevil:
/_ TCB
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If I remember correctly, My parents took me to the Kings funeral. We use to visit Graceland once a year when I was a kid. Of course we also went to John Lennons funeral and home when he died.
I just relized how cool my parents were back in the day.
I hope you feel better.
Im sure the drama is not helping.
maelwys:
I wonder what the denizens and lurkers of Graceland would make of me, that could be interesting.

That rozzer is weird. Safe? What was he driveling about?

Sunday Jun 29, 2003

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Off to MISSISSIPPI, will be back on Wednesday maybe with stories... wink
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sexydevil:
Aw , I wanna be one of your stories!!!!!
Call me smile
supernovice:
You should update this thing some time... People may begin to think you were drowned by tropical storm Bob...

Saturday Jun 28, 2003

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Had a helluva day yesterday, and I still feel incredibly stoned. Started the day with sushi and a table full o' freaks. Had some pretty pics of my feet taken by koolthing (check out my photos). Met a really cute boy, drank absynthe, missed a kiss, got home after 6 a.m. Need a nap now, thinking about yesterday tired me out...
Maybe I'll wank first......
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supernovice:
I was gonna wank, but then I looked at your feet pics.... ugh....


Just kidding biggrin
Your feet look great!
supernovice:
Oh yeah, and in case you missed it before:
I STILL am CUTE! (just not four years old with blonde curly hair and an attitude).

Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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I come home, strange conversations running through my brain and someone's awkwardness rubs off on me, making me feel like I am the one with the issues. I dial my favorite number and my head swims with fantasy, I leave alone with "g'night babes" echoing in my ears...
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dave_h:
yeah this freindster thing scares me.... but will you join anyway? I like to have such pretty friends. smile
supernovice:
I STILL am CUTE, jerky! kiss
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