Monday Dec 01, 2003

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This art
it sucks me in
I shudder
like it's an orgasm
and it doesn't get easier
but it gets so much
more interesting
I could get crazy
I could get psycho
and maybe I will
I need to release
and no one will come to my aid
they say they really will
and I know they want to
but avoiding me and causing
anguish...
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supernovice:
Yo no creo que esta's rota, pero posiblemente, daado severamente.

abrazos y besos kiss
supernovice:
http://babelfish.altavista.com/babelfish/tr

Sunday Nov 16, 2003

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Oh shit, the walls come crumbling down (again)!



Welcome to my madness
I've had no visitors for such awhile
won't you stay
and keep me company
whle I deliberate and toil?
I've sent out invitations
they were muddied by doubt,
I'm sure
and my discontent has grown
into loneliness of profound proportions
Meeting him has stirred my dementia
lit my concupiscent fires
I'm moldable, malleable...
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maelwys:
You have a wonderful way of expressing yourself smile I'd like to be more poetic
neobeat:
nice

Saturday Nov 08, 2003

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Jesus Christ! Okay! I am preoccupied fantasizing, teaching, masturbating and numerous other things...
I wish I didn't keep talking about the same things over and over. I'm tired of having phone sex, I'm running low on batteries and I have to get my jollies in absurd ways. I went to a party dressed as a CHP officer, cuffed a man who turned out to be...
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itsalivemedia:
I see.

Where are you you gorgeous bitch?

Call me for phone sex.....that's all I am getting too. Fucking New Mexico!

smile
supernovice:
Keep entertaining - you've plenty of time left to be old and boring.

kiss

Saturday Nov 01, 2003

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Halloween. Hmm, yeah. Yet again, alone. Went to my bro's party that I swore I wouldn't go to. THe porch caved in with 4 people on it, lucky no one was seriously hurt...
How is it that I am always alone? It really seems that this never bothered me before, but I feel the lonely so bitterly. The painting definitely helps. The one I am...
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trocc:
only 4 people caved in a porch? damn, i'd be staying away from that joint too...

try not to feel too lonely, sweetheart...
supernovice:
somebody needs to clean the cobwebs out of this motherfucker.... Dayum!

Where'd you go? frown

Sunday Oct 26, 2003

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wow. Had a party and woke up without a hangover or someone in my bed. Amazing! (Does that say something about the quality of the party?)
I only invited a handful of people mostly because my roommate had already invited half the town and about 1/4 of the handful I invited came. Elisabeth was her very fabulous self (reminding me that we SOOO need to...
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deadmansparty:
Sounds like an ok time. I haven't had a bad day since I got on these happy pills.
You never said what your costume was and if it had anything to do with the leg-manskull
scrubo:
The party at the Palms was really fun, in fact I won a $100 gift certificate in the costume contest. Did you party downtown?

Wednesday Oct 22, 2003

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This darkness, my darkness
inside of me
hidden like so many black, glistening seeds
seething without heat
seeing without eyes
your hands upon me feel my darkness
love it, accept it
your hands upon me
make me whole
make me generous
your mouth upon mine
stirs all the good that ever
existed in me
your voice
the voice of an angel
tames something so wild...
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scrubo:
anything exciting going on this weekend in SB that you know of? Besides having a paper to write, I'm looking for something to do this weekend if I can get over this head cold.
trilobyte:
Thank you again for such a wonderful evening... you and your roommate have a fantastic place, you've done one hell of a job decorating, and you planned and hosted one amazing party...

I also meant to tell you how amazing I thought the words in this journal entry were, but the timing never worked out I guess. And oh yeah, hearing the Coldplay tonight jogged my memory - in case you hadn't already heard it, there's a Coldplay live DVD & CD combo coming out in the beginning of November...

trilo

Tuesday Oct 21, 2003

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It gets late
and the dark brings the loneliest
of lonely
my big bed swallows me
I feel the need to fill it up


I have a crush on the teenage son from nip/tuck. What is wrong with me? I am DEFINITELY a teenaged boy trapped in a woman's body... love
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supernovice:
http://www.illwillpress.com/5.html


Neurotically yours.
adam73:
Or maybe it's a midlife crisis! smile
What adventures have you been up to then. I'm in the process of buying a house. What a pain in the arse.

Friday Oct 17, 2003

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Thanks for the comments, I really don't need anyone to pay my account. Sometimes I simply wonder what the point is. My life is all too fantastical and my exhibitionism un-adulterated always, so why do I come here? Oh, I think it was a compulsion. Maybe I can make it one again...? Need a boy! (Read; cock)
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supernovice:
^^^^------- willing to relocate... wink kiss
rubbersoul:
Back from the brink, I see. Thank God! I could certainly use a little fantasticalness in my life. That's why I like to live vicariously through the illusive Temptess.

Friday Sep 26, 2003

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I think I have Dysentary. I have been really ill for a week now and I think that means I am quickly starving to death? No more crazy trips to the Middle East for me!
Sorry ItsAlive, I know you think I am a crazy flake, but under the circumstances (and you know there are ALWAYS circumstances), I was completely delirious, and incapable of functioning...
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applerecords1251:
Well, you are the sexiest girl on here and I would be sorry to see you go. Hope you change your mind. I am sure someone would pay your account for you.
temptess:
Thanks for the comments, I really don't need anyone to pay my account. Sometimes I simply wonder what the point is. My life is all too fantastical and my exhibitionism un-adulterated always, so why do I come here? Oh, I think it was a compulsion. Maybe I can make it one again...? Need a boy! (Read; cock)

Tuesday Sep 16, 2003

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I withdraw my former statement about someone being a stalker... So far from it.
I am on the weirdest trip. Karma, Aphrodite, Israel, and enough emotional turmoil to make the hardest of hearts break. I know not where to go from here.
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itsalivemedia:
That is so you.

I don't hear from you in weeks. You don't respond to my postings. Then you, call me at God knows what hour, saying you need a place to stay....and then not calling when you arrive. Fucking par for the course. Yet you drove down to LA for my birthday. Oh I get it....it's.....

Ladies and gentlemen, I give you Tess!

dilligan:
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