I am wandering around and around and around. I started drinking wine at noon. What a bad girl I am... I am trying to escape from this misery. My life is in boxes and spread all over my bed. I broke a mirror trying to put it up and all I feel like doing is sleeping or jacking it or both. Can you call this...
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I am so beat. I really want to touch myself, but I am simply too tired. My electric friend calls but I cannot move myself from this machine. I have dirty thoughts running through my head and no one to work them out on, though I can think of someone...
I feel electricity jolting through my parts, though not the kind to move me. I...
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itsalivemedia:
Nice entry! (no pun intended) Called you tonight....
rubbersoul:
Interesting thought...through the force of our needs, our perversions, our wounds, our tears, we actually change our fucking DNA and evolve into something different than we started out being. Not as good, maybe, but infinitely more able to withstand the corrosive effects of this fucking world.
It is a sad and terrible thing when a relationship is reduced to arguing over who gets the tea...
I would like to believe that we could remain friends, I don't think it is possible. Emotions run high and I have moved on from that hateful, painful time.
I hold my breath until I receive a phone call or SMS to set me free again....
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I would like to believe that we could remain friends, I don't think it is possible. Emotions run high and I have moved on from that hateful, painful time.
I hold my breath until I receive a phone call or SMS to set me free again....
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lesa:
I want to kiss you on the mouth.
From Birmingham hails
a Greek God in knickers
and I am so confused
or rather not
The mess seems to clarify
in his midst
and I dare to dream again
I believed romance dead
and nuptual ties to be foolish
now I question
my own contradictions
needs and wants of a particular kind
had no purpose in my life
but now I fear myself
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a Greek God in knickers
and I am so confused
or rather not
The mess seems to clarify
in his midst
and I dare to dream again
I believed romance dead
and nuptual ties to be foolish
now I question
my own contradictions
needs and wants of a particular kind
had no purpose in my life
but now I fear myself
and...
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rubbersoul:
Still talkin' Greek god, huh?
He must be packin'
a mighty powerful lightning bolt
in his pocket.
He must be packin'
a mighty powerful lightning bolt
in his pocket.
thorn2:
sorry to hear there's aggrevation going on in your world, and very sorry we missed eachother. Next week I should be in your area, just not sure when.
As for touching...let's just say I had some help last night
As for touching...let's just say I had some help last night
Went out in Cork with BigDaddy, best night in Ireland yet! Drankloas of Bulmers and went out to Hillbilly's for a smoky breast in a bun. People are so fab and I had an amazing time just shooting the shit with various friends of Fix. Good people! The beer and cider are NOT served cold as expected, on the contrary they are often served with...
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thee_blacklisted:
come back soon -- miss you...
itsalivemedia:
Just for the record......I AM TEASING YOU! Trying to get a rise out of you.......wanna make that clear. SOME people don't see the humor....but know that it's all in jest. I guess I just Jestified my existence? 
I am getting a lot of slack for not replying and only udating my journal, and I don't mean to be rude, but my internet usage time is limited!
Am in Cork with BigDaddyFix at the moment. Last night we went out, I got shown around Cork style, like. We saw a good band play and they boys proceeded to hardpress me into drinking. I...
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Am in Cork with BigDaddyFix at the moment. Last night we went out, I got shown around Cork style, like. We saw a good band play and they boys proceeded to hardpress me into drinking. I...
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supernovice:
I got shitty in Cork one night in December, locked myself out of my hotel room and spent the night in the streets with a bum that shared his whisky with me... All in all, not a bad time... Still like Dublin a bit better though...
fixer:
dublin's a hole, a wanna-be place. cork is real. too bad the temptes doesn't have the time for a trip along the west coast of ireland, where it's all different...
Last night saw a funny incident...
In walks this group of about 8 people. First thing I think is "must be a celebrity there somewhere" as there were two bald men in suits with the group (obvious international costume for bodyguards...)
Over comes the waiter who is fucking the camel saying "That's Jordan____, the super model!" I am looking at this 5' tall skinny wench...
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In walks this group of about 8 people. First thing I think is "must be a celebrity there somewhere" as there were two bald men in suits with the group (obvious international costume for bodyguards...)
Over comes the waiter who is fucking the camel saying "That's Jordan____, the super model!" I am looking at this 5' tall skinny wench...
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itsalivemedia:
You are a bra. You never write. I am going to write mean things here until you get over your "too busy" self and get back on here.
I have friends in Amseterdam this week. Thought i would get you in touch...oh well.
I have friends in Amseterdam this week. Thought i would get you in touch...oh well.
nickysonic:
Jordan, hmmm. White trash celebrity famous only for huge tits and shagging worse celebs than her. You shoulda karate-chopped the ho.
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I feel so celebrated and special! Thanks all! I swear I will reply to everyone when I get back to SB, but for now I will simply update.
After said lame dates I met Mr. Nickysonic for numerous beers at his local jumpin' hangouts (wink, wink). Mr. Sonic was ever so entertaining and I felt like a daft cow when he showed me up by...
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After said lame dates I met Mr. Nickysonic for numerous beers at his local jumpin' hangouts (wink, wink). Mr. Sonic was ever so entertaining and I felt like a daft cow when he showed me up by...
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thorn2:
Whew! Glad to know your still alive and well. The Camel?? Can't even describe the iamges that evokes - lol - ewww. Thanks for checking in with us. SB anxiously awaits your arrival....
fixer:
no wonder you sounded so disappointed when you rang me, only to discover I too was a Yank in Eire...I'll have some local Irish lads at the bbq today, if you ever wake up and catch the train or plane...the weather in Cork is gorgeous today!
Went out last night with a dim, dull Wimbledonian who would really not take "no" for an answer. He was unbelivably naf, though he did take me to a nice restaurant for dinner. My girlfriend was impressed because he sent a dozen roses and brought a box of chocolates. As if that is all it takes to excite or impress. Sad to say (for him)...
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itsalivemedia:
Obviously you haven't been near a computer....no postings in a while...and I am sure I would had some sarcastic response to SOMETHING I said by now.
You getting some?
You getting some?
koolthing:
we miss you - send more pictures!
So, I've arrived in London. First thing at Gatwick, I get escorted to a back elevator by some weird little man who I asked where the train to Raynes Park was. He proceded to direct me onto the WRONG train and ended up at London Bridge. I figured this out a little too late obviously. Then, some poor guy trying to hold the door so...
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maelwys:
Its okay, the sticks mostly directed at my friend Stuart who does remind me a lot of Pigsy. Your safety is assured.
You must burn easily! I got really pale skin and have managed to escape any ill effects. Although I havn't actually been in a beer garden since last monday. There seems to be a link between sunshine and alcohol that increases tanning. Hope you at least managed to avoid a hangover
You must burn easily! I got really pale skin and have managed to escape any ill effects. Although I havn't actually been in a beer garden since last monday. There seems to be a link between sunshine and alcohol that increases tanning. Hope you at least managed to avoid a hangover
kinto:
That's a good thing to start with a shitty train adventure. Gets you in the mood for all your future train rides. The London Underground is the most nerve-wrecking, depression-inducing nasty fucking son of a
*calms down*
every londoner HATES the tube. Welcome to London !
K
*calms down*
every londoner HATES the tube. Welcome to London !
K
Many times in the past I was told that some people were afraid of me & that's why some friends' friends didn't talk to me. About 6 months ago, my boss at work told me that at first she thought I was arrogant & didn't fit in the group at all... I seem to have a capacity to give people who don't know me a totally wrong impression... and then they get to know me & see that I'm so not like that...
Sorry if I gave you that feeling; believe me, I wish I wouldn't have this particular "skill".
K
PS: a package of needles ??
Oh and life isn't fair or understandable. If it was it would be boring, cause there wouldn't be any surprises.