Sunday Mar 16, 2003

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when the darkness of this day
subsides into night
when the sky breaks
and borne is the sweltering sun
that's when I will be happy again
how many times can I fight
this fight?
rolling over and over like tossing
during a bad dream
and I can never get anywhere
I can't wake up
and the pain starts
all over again
in this, my personal hell
I yearn for the sordid
it keeps me alive
but you, you'll never be enough
no one person can be
and I'm torn because I know
I can't say these things
and make them real
to me
or to you
I'll shrink back into my shell
and leave the slugs to die
at the hand of tripping toes
and boys with fists full of salt
don't drag me from this blissful coma
I think I see the sun...
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demoivre:
Wow, that was really good.

Ahem. Sorry, got distracted. Go SB! (Your pictures are really hot, too!) biggrin
maelwys:
I didn't realize that the Teletubbies had been analayzed. What horrific slant was put on the colourful wee acid phantasms? I could only ever watch that programme when I was stoned and unfortunately saw it sober more times than I liked, my god daughters favourite bloody show for about a year. Yeuch.

'Soaking this one up'? That was me on Friday, I was soaking up beer. I'm a beer sponge biggrin

If its sunshine you are after, its been warm and sunny in England since Saturday and should be so for the rest of the week too.

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