Tuesday Mar 04, 2003

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The day gets more and more shabby as it wears on.
I want to crawl into bed and hide but it is only 6:00. If I go to bed now, I'll be up in the middle of the night even more agitated than I am now.

A couple people recently have said that I was (actually) pretty conservative. By whose standards I wonder? Why does that seem like such an evil? Being conservative, I mean. Semantics are a complicated subject.

Where do we find that happy medium between wanting and being wanted? Why is everything always some sort of fucked-up power struggle where someone has to hold the upper hand in a relationship? God forbid you show your yearning for someone, you might end up alone for eternity... Is that so bad, I wonder?
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zombieshark:
i agree, i just think it would be rad to have them all swooning over my shitty band.. i have enough general every day run of the mill groupies already so they've lost their luster, know what i mean? i want Grade A ..DAMNIT

[Edited on Mar 05, 2003]
nonservium:
Nice to see someone else is up at an obscene hour of the night. About the conservative thing- I would venture those people hold you conservative by their standards. It's usually what we judge other people by. I can't seem to equate conservative with evil. Perhaps it is other characteristics that are implied- such as being closed minded, evangelical/proselytizing, or just plain boring that gives conservative that negative connotation.

Or since I am from Seattle- it could mean that by being conservative one is *different* (ooooh) and most people have an inherent fear of that which is not the societal norm. Of course in perspective I'm sure in Texas being a liberal could be construed likewise, and being conservative would be the norm.

[Edited on Mar 05, 2003]

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