temptess

I am going out of my head. So many things are so fucking uncertain and I am agitated, horny, spastic, and anxious. What a fab combination... I washed my car, cleaned all the floors in the house on my hands and knees (picture that ), cleaned the kitchen, repotted plants, hosed down the walkway and the stairs, checked all my email, and I am bored entirely. I should leave the house...
Stupid Adrian called me again. He just wanted to see "how (I am)" and whether I was still in SB. Actually that is exactly what he said on voicemail the other day. Whatever. I never did figure out why he was calling. He told me how his band is doing and that he went to see X play the other night. The only questions he asked were the above and whether I had "straightened everything out in Amsterdam". Perhaps he was convinced that I would get back together with the ex and that is why he was so weird before I left??? I don't understand why men are so silly... I pointed out that I hadn't heard from him in 4 months when he bristled at my asking to what I owed the honor of his phone call (a little sarcasm never hurts). He said that he wanted to see how I was doing, then he said he would call me if he was ever in the neighborhood. WHAT????!!!!! I don't unnderstand why he called. Okay, so I am obsessing over something stupid because I am bored. Isn't it great that I can keep spewing crap because I have nothing better to do? That's not true. I didn't clean the toilet yet...