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Wednesday May 28, 2003

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I have all these "crazy" thoughts running through my head, only they are not so crazy. I want what I want and I am willing to change things to get it and keep it. Him really. I keep trying to figure out why I spent so much time trying to tool around with a relationship that was like an engine that seized and cracked. Things can be so much simpler. If two people give to eachother does that make it okay to block everything and everyone out? I am so afraid that I cannot open myself up enough, that I cannot bear my heart enough because it has been so battered and pieces have been torn off here and there and it is not whole anymore. Then I feel that I have an enormous amount to give. To the right person. If he can get past my strange lifestyle and unconventional thinking. Are my smile and my mind, my hands, and the rest of me enough to make up for that?

What would you risk or give up for "the right one"?
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thorn2:
No, not crazy. If it is the right one - you don't, and should not give up anything. I was in a relationship once that I did give up and compromise until there was nothing left of the original person. If they can accept you and your life style AND be willing to accept you as your ideas change without asking you to be anything different, THEN they are the right person. No amount of sweet words, or pontificating of how one's heart feels toward you should justify you changing anything about yourself.

If he can give to you as much as you can give to him, great. But if you also have the capacity to give to others, you shouldn't have to block them out. We are all individuals defined by our actions and the sum total of our experiences. When you can be together without losing any of the individuality then you have found the one.

As for your heart, when it's right, you'll know.
May 28, 2003
_v_:
i would give up my my my?
tuff question
how great is the right one?
i have never known that, so i don't know what it is worth
a buck?
May 28, 2003

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