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So tired!!!!
After getting in bed and starting to read "Jane sexes it up" I get a call from Stripper Lady to ask if I was still up and whether I would go shake my ass (at 1 a.m.!) for a foot-fetishist. I said " sure" as there has been NOTHING all week (damn tax season). I spent the better part of an hour on...
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zombieshark:
the answer is that humanity is inherently horrible.

i wont say more because ive been drinking.. me and the drink make for insane crazy psychobabble smile i hope he was good with his tongue at the very least.
jimithesaint:
the point is that there is a demand. and, as an economist, an entrepreneur will meet and profit from that demand; whether it be mobile phones, TVs, sex or drugs. someone will get paid for supplying no matter if you do it or not, so why don't you just profit from it.
it may sound cold and business like but hey, thats life!!! after all, isn't that 'The American Dream'?????
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Okay, I lied. I said I was going to sleep, but first I have to update my journal...
Had a very cool and mellow night with the SBers. Fractal was in good form and astonished us all with her mathematic skills (wink wink!) and her friend who's name I cannot remember provided just the peppy bitchy bite on the ass I needed tonight. Next time...
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itsalivemedia:
Acapulco, math and SGSB....sounds like a pah-tay! Sounds fun! No, she is not old. Bu she does need her sleep. smile
temptess:
I' such a dork!

[Edited on Apr 26, 2003]
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Yay! Tonight going to meet the SB crew including the fabulous, glamorous Fractal, and all the freaky Goth boys and maybe even a couple more girls...
This is the highlight of my week. I realize that I haven't left the HOUSE since Saturday, so it doesn't have a whole lot of competition in the events department. Even so, I am excited. Meeting new people is...
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fixer:
sigh...how quickly they forget...
temptess:
On the patio. I am just going to pretend that I know every person that walks up to the door, that way I will get every one of you. (I need to stop smoking pot!)
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Nothing like wanking to make your day! I think I talk about this too much? I'm being honest... An orgasm in the morning is the best way to start the day! Anyone who is having issues should definitely try it...
So, I dragged my ass out of bed at an indecently late time. I haven't eaten yet and I am on the machine. I swear,...
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rubbersoul:
Feed it what?
jimithesaint:
"Don't knock masturbation.......it's sex with someone I like".
Woody Allen, I believe.
:-)))
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Okay, feeling slightly less crazy and frustrated today. I finished my room and have the rest of the house to deal with. Wrote some letters that needed writing and started reading this fucked up Danish book that my girlfriend lent me. I am still sleeping 12 hours a night, but I guess I need it desperately.

I realize now that I was foolish for such...
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deadmansparty:
I'll be back in Cali soon. Just got promoted here but I miss venice too much and I couldn't pass up an invitation to run around with youskull
melvin_:
aaahhhhhhhhhh!
danish!
soz . . . . the cause . . . . havin a danish girlfriend!

coz its easier than dealin with the truth. . . .
. . . . until . . . .of course it catchs up with you.
*hugs*
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I am wandering around and around and around. I started drinking wine at noon. What a bad girl I am... I am trying to escape from this misery. My life is in boxes and spread all over my bed. I broke a mirror trying to put it up and all I feel like doing is sleeping or jacking it or both. Can you call this...
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kinto:
OK I've been called a million names already but "psycho stalker" ??? God, if that's the impression you had, I should start to seriously worry about what I write or say here...!
Many times in the past I was told that some people were afraid of me & that's why some friends' friends didn't talk to me. About 6 months ago, my boss at work told me that at first she thought I was arrogant & didn't fit in the group at all... I seem to have a capacity to give people who don't know me a totally wrong impression... and then they get to know me & see that I'm so not like that... smile

Sorry if I gave you that feeling; believe me, I wish I wouldn't have this particular "skill".

K

PS: a package of needles ??
nonservium:
Back stateside now? Going through a little culture-shock perhaps?

Oh and life isn't fair or understandable. If it was it would be boring, cause there wouldn't be any surprises.
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I am so beat. I really want to touch myself, but I am simply too tired. My electric friend calls but I cannot move myself from this machine. I have dirty thoughts running through my head and no one to work them out on, though I can think of someone...
I feel electricity jolting through my parts, though not the kind to move me. I...
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itsalivemedia:
Nice entry! (no pun intended) Called you tonight....
rubbersoul:
Interesting thought...through the force of our needs, our perversions, our wounds, our tears, we actually change our fucking DNA and evolve into something different than we started out being. Not as good, maybe, but infinitely more able to withstand the corrosive effects of this fucking world.
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It is a sad and terrible thing when a relationship is reduced to arguing over who gets the tea...
I would like to believe that we could remain friends, I don't think it is possible. Emotions run high and I have moved on from that hateful, painful time.

I hold my breath until I receive a phone call or SMS to set me free again....
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lesa:
I want to kiss you on the mouth.
demoivre:
biggrin
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From Birmingham hails
a Greek God in knickers
and I am so confused
or rather not
The mess seems to clarify
in his midst
and I dare to dream again
I believed romance dead
and nuptual ties to be foolish
now I question
my own contradictions
needs and wants of a particular kind
had no purpose in my life
but now I fear myself
and...
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rubbersoul:
Still talkin' Greek god, huh?
He must be packin'
a mighty powerful lightning bolt
in his pocket.
thorn2:
sorry to hear there's aggrevation going on in your world, and very sorry we missed eachother. Next week I should be in your area, just not sure when.
As for touching...let's just say I had some help last night wink
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Went out in Cork with BigDaddy, best night in Ireland yet! Drankloas of Bulmers and went out to Hillbilly's for a smoky breast in a bun. People are so fab and I had an amazing time just shooting the shit with various friends of Fix. Good people! The beer and cider are NOT served cold as expected, on the contrary they are often served with...
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thee_blacklisted:
come back soon -- miss you...
itsalivemedia:
Just for the record......I AM TEASING YOU! Trying to get a rise out of you.......wanna make that clear. SOME people don't see the humor....but know that it's all in jest. I guess I just Jestified my existence? smile
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I am getting a lot of slack for not replying and only udating my journal, and I don't mean to be rude, but my internet usage time is limited!
Am in Cork with BigDaddyFix at the moment. Last night we went out, I got shown around Cork style, like. We saw a good band play and they boys proceeded to hardpress me into drinking. I...
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supernovice:
I got shitty in Cork one night in December, locked myself out of my hotel room and spent the night in the streets with a bum that shared his whisky with me... All in all, not a bad time... Still like Dublin a bit better though...
fixer:
dublin's a hole, a wanna-be place. cork is real. too bad the temptes doesn't have the time for a trip along the west coast of ireland, where it's all different...
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Last night saw a funny incident...
In walks this group of about 8 people. First thing I think is "must be a celebrity there somewhere" as there were two bald men in suits with the group (obvious international costume for bodyguards...)
Over comes the waiter who is fucking the camel saying "That's Jordan____, the super model!" I am looking at this 5' tall skinny wench...
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itsalivemedia:
You are a bra. You never write. I am going to write mean things here until you get over your "too busy" self and get back on here.

I have friends in Amseterdam this week. Thought i would get you in touch...oh well.
nickysonic:
Jordan, hmmm. White trash celebrity famous only for huge tits and shagging worse celebs than her. You shoulda karate-chopped the ho.
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