templeoflight

ok so a few things have been bothering me
i am
the sort of person who never panics
who is not afraid
who can be told something shocking
and not blink
the strong one
the one others turn to
i am
just one of those people

now i wonder,
i wonder because
i cope with things really well
when i used to have trouble
i would write
poem, story, play, mix of all
now i cope so well
i have little need to write
i no longer let things build
up
inside me
i just allow them to flow
though me
and i wonder
what
that
means

if nothing builds inside me
then i feel nothing
i have a desire to write
but can
not

i found an old poem that i wrote
that seems to reflect how i feel
i shall add it later
but for now

i know not what this means

i
know not