templeoflight

i have an interview for a new job tomorrow
i dont know if i want to go
it all seemed to fall into place for me to take the job
like it was 'meant' to be
but being that i dont believe in fate...
le sigh
i have just finished the new harry potter book
dont worry i wont spoil anything here
it just made me wish i had a purpose
made me wish i had a passion for something
which i dont
painfully good upbringing
nothing to avenge
and i should be greatful
but im just sad

and i have a dream
wish really
i want to be able to send my songs somewhere
and have someone add to them
guitar, drums, singing?
i dont care
something
and i want to receive the same
and add bass and piano or whatever i feel i can add