tempest

Okay, so enough sulking and stressing. It solves very little after all. And thank you guys for your sweetness and condolences. It is much appreciated.
I seem to keep getting sick these days. I have always been prone to respiratory illnesses though, and have had pnemonia so many times that when my doctor told me I had pneumonia, I was quite surpirised that I didn't see it coming. So it's not a cold, but a pneumonia instead.
I have been really terrible about keeping in touch too, but then, I seem to have that problem a lot any more. I'm not really sure why I started doing it, but it seems to have become a rather bad habit. I've been making an attempt to correct it.
So other than that, rather frequently lately it feels like I'm in-between a started and finished position and I've got no choice for now but to patiently wait it out. And when I am waiting for something I tend to think about it too much, driving myself completely fucking looney in the meantime. Not much has changed since last time, no real work right now, but I have been getting together a bunch of possible money making projects, (and really I havent worked a normal steady "job" for a few years now, and I seem to find ways to float). Other than that and being sick more often than not for the last 2 weeks or so, I've been playing with my camera and my new PS3 a lot. Oh yes, and thanks to my neurologist, I have also managed to find a list of habits that have helped my migraines to become a bit less frequent. Still getting them pretty bad, but it's not a tumor. And if it's Cancer, hopefully it will get into a war with some other form of cancer in my body, and they'll just kill each other off. So that's about the jist of recent events for now. I've got some pics and some fun stuff to share, so I'll be back soon.

If I were a monkey, I'd be blue with black stripes.