telesis

I have just spent my night meeting up with a dear friend I haven't seen in a while. Cheech (yes I know, yet another third person reference) has inspired me with his latest journal entry to call a long lost friend.

Damien - is the man! God we use to have fun together! I just meet up with him tonight... first time in roughly 2 years, and he still seems as cool as he was when we were both still so young and dumb.

Overall a great night!

I was also introduced to a couple of new things tonight! A few new realities. Depression and Anxiety can be some pretty heavy shit from time to time. It's horrible when people you really care about are struggling. You can clearly see them struggling, and they won't admit there is a problem. Their fear of rejection is too strong. This is funny in it self, when it pertains to me. Most people who know me, understand I am somewhat of a reject myself - so there should be no fear in being rejected when your speaking to one!



I just want the people around me to be completely content with who they are. Give me something real, show me your human. Cry, if thats what you have to do, but never be afraid to feel. I know that might be asking for a lot, but they all deserve it - they're all great people!

Telesis