telesis

a new year breaks. hmm. this past year has been difficult, the worst so far.

i'm going to take some chances this year and actually try to change the out come, instead of standing still waiting for something to happen. i sometimes find myself too content. i wonder if i'm lazy or just lack ambition? i also wonder if these two are one in the same?

i was lying in bed this morning listening to a very sick girl snore beside me. she is absolutely adorable. as i spent the better part of the morning watching her struggle to breath, something hit me, i'm afraid of failure.

so this is where i begin my new years resolution. i will learn to fail gracefully. i will learn to stop avoiding situations that potentially end in failure.

and so things change...