it's early monday morning and we've just finished recording. what a weekend - i'm exhausted. I can't wait to get home tonight, so I can just go back to bed! I hope everyone had a solid weekend. our weather has been absolute shit for a couple of weeks now, and I find it's really beginning to effect my overall mood. I've been finding myself unbelievably high and then rock bottom low, usually in the same morning or afternoon. i will try and do a better up date before i head off to bed tonight - hopefully early.
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i never did get the chance to get off to bed early last night, my buddy called (lead singer/longtime friend) and his head is a little messed up right now. we are just beginning to discover that he has some serious anxiety issues. he can usually pull his head out of a bad situation before things get too serious, but lately things are getting worse. he won't go into his doctor and tell them what the problem is just yet, because he knows exactly what the result of that will be - drugs!
prozac - paxil - or any other type of quick fix they can use to dull his senses. i'll work with him first and try to see if we can find ways to calm his anxiety and overall emotions down.
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i never did get the chance to get off to bed early last night, my buddy called (lead singer/longtime friend) and his head is a little messed up right now. we are just beginning to discover that he has some serious anxiety issues. he can usually pull his head out of a bad situation before things get too serious, but lately things are getting worse. he won't go into his doctor and tell them what the problem is just yet, because he knows exactly what the result of that will be - drugs!
prozac - paxil - or any other type of quick fix they can use to dull his senses. i'll work with him first and try to see if we can find ways to calm his anxiety and overall emotions down.
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i understand alot about the friend possibly having anxiety issues...both because of personal experience and friend's experiences-and how usually someone (or myself) can get through tough tuff shit but sometimes get consumed into the whole cycle..and i definately know about not wanting to go to doctors who will just hand you drugs- prozac, wellbutrion, zoloft, dinomiatiazin (okay okay, i made that one up, but it sounds like kind of a fun drug to take) the whole rainbow- when i was younger i had problems with taking something that i did'nt know was going to do to my head but if your friend can find one that works-and i know how frusterating that hunt can be when you keep having to try different stuff- but if it is a chemical problem, well, it might be worth doing. the selective seratonin reuptake inhibitors (ssri's) have had the best effect on me- mainly zoloft and paxil-just in terms of keeping your thaughts from cycling and mitigating whatever little chemical mechanism is making your brain function like that (have you seen that zoloft commercial with the sad little bean-like creature bouncing along, all sad and sighing to himself- and then they sshow those little diagrams of i dunno, your syntaxes connecting with those dots going back and forth-well anyways it always makes me kind of smile when the sad little floating bean-type guy is all happy at the end of the commercial like, boucing along and this little bird comes along and is all happy that he is happy-er...anyways, your buddy's definately not alone, anxiety sucks but it does put hair on your chest....now i'm getting all sucked into this show the boys are watching about airplanes-so hey, if you are stuck in the dark- i'm sending the white light over!!