You used to be entertaining... full of life. Even when you were not happy... you had energy, a power, a gift. Something. Now... you're deflated and hollow. You've given up trying to maintain the grasp on life that you once had. We once talked on the phone for a week, only ending the call when one of our phones died... now, I have a hard...
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Three things that are currently amusing to me about being drunk;
First, Wow, I get pale when I've consumed a good amount of liquour.
Second, I really, REALLY want random sex. I'm normally not a whore... but right now, I am. But the sad thing is, I don't want sex for the typical orgasm that comes from having sex... I want sex for the post-coital...
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First, Wow, I get pale when I've consumed a good amount of liquour.
Second, I really, REALLY want random sex. I'm normally not a whore... but right now, I am. But the sad thing is, I don't want sex for the typical orgasm that comes from having sex... I want sex for the post-coital...
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snowballinhell:
Haha, and obviously when your drunk you can't count either 
I want the post-coital cuddle time too, I miss that like crazy
Will I get random sex next month in London? I doubt it, but never say never I guess. Mind you, they'd HAVE to be drunk to participate as I can't see anyone sober taking the opportunity with me 
I don't feel physically attractive either, the kids killed my body and left it shattered.
Big kisses sweetheart, here, have some cyber cuddles ((((HUG))))
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
I want the post-coital cuddle time too, I miss that like crazy
Will I get random sex next month in London? I doubt it, but never say never I guess. Mind you, they'd HAVE to be drunk to participate as I can't see anyone sober taking the opportunity with me
I don't feel physically attractive either, the kids killed my body and left it shattered.
Big kisses sweetheart, here, have some cyber cuddles ((((HUG))))
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
gamma:
Awww....but drunk sex has its disadvantages too ya know. I mean think of people who go to bed with someone only to severely regret it in the morning or find out that the person they slept with is actually their best-friend's boy/girlfriend.
Spiritually and psychologically attractive is a bigger turn on than physically attractive any day!!
Spiritually and psychologically attractive is a bigger turn on than physically attractive any day!!
I'll send my compliments from the edge
As I'm waiting to be free
It was hard to turn the other cheek
While the world was turning on me
I left the worn-out Broken face
In the clay jar by the door
For home was less than a house to me
Where anything was nothing anymore
In order to begin my own journey
I had to...
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As I'm waiting to be free
It was hard to turn the other cheek
While the world was turning on me
I left the worn-out Broken face
In the clay jar by the door
For home was less than a house to me
Where anything was nothing anymore
In order to begin my own journey
I had to...
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gamma:
Wow you have some wicked hair going there!! I didn't realize it was THAT long! Awesome 
Is that your girlfriend? She gets 2 thumbs up for the outfit
Is that your girlfriend? She gets 2 thumbs up for the outfit
sorrowsjoy:
hahaha looks like your having fun--And who needs smaller clothes --Otherwise hope your well sweetie--And a suggestion it's better to tie the kids down in the basement--No running away now --Take care luv
--Otherwise hope your well sweetie--And a suggestion it's better to tie the kids down in the basement--No running away now --Take care luv Apocalyptica was amazing. I almost cried... it was so fucking beautiful. Something to be said for the power that beautiful music and harmony, but I'm not the person to say it... not tonight.
The Cello is a wonderful instrument... and four of them, played masterfully, in a tight space... oh... I very much enjoyed tonight. They need to come back, just so I can drag...
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The Cello is a wonderful instrument... and four of them, played masterfully, in a tight space... oh... I very much enjoyed tonight. They need to come back, just so I can drag...
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sorrowsjoy:
No the cello is one of the most amazing sounds only second to the violin--Very nice
nic:
I do not understand why people do them all the time, I mean if you've done it once you've done em all, surely?
I have no one to go to Apocalyptica with... anyone want to come?
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gamma:
that sounds really cool! Too bad I'm like 3200 miles away
gamma:
I shoulda put a disclaimer in my journal that said men were exempt from that request hahah!
on Dawning we rise
we rise to the storm
we leave our true self
to take on daily form
while alone in our beds
our dreams wait peacefully
with no one to hold them
they can stay and be free
but as we return sullen
they return just the same
unburdened by sorrow
unburdened by shame
when we finally lay
our poor eyelids to sleep...
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we rise to the storm
we leave our true self
to take on daily form
while alone in our beds
our dreams wait peacefully
with no one to hold them
they can stay and be free
but as we return sullen
they return just the same
unburdened by sorrow
unburdened by shame
when we finally lay
our poor eyelids to sleep...
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gamma:
What kind of interview are you going for? Got a big job possibility? I hope you take pics of yourself looking all "dashing."
eviled:
Seriously, he was hot. Looked like a hitman. I would've bent him over right there on the porch when I saw him, except for the fact that I find man ass unattractive, and stuff like that.
I just read Olivia's rant... it's great. Everyone should give it a read.
sorrowsjoy:
LOL I read Olivia's rant and what a rant it was--Don't you just love kick ass woman?--I left a few words of my own as well to show my appreciation for this site and the people who run it--But anyways as for me things are still dicey--We are still living in a motel and the end is still not in sight--So things are really tough right now,but I (we) are hanging in there--What choice do we have?--But enough of that how are you doing sweetie?--I hope you are well *HUG* and know I think about you and all of the others on this site every day 
Take care hon and I'll update as soon as possible.
Lexi
Take care hon and I'll update as soon as possible.
Lexi
I just spent a little over an hour on the phone with someone I haven't really heard from since I was 6. Ah, Nostalgia. Mom and Nat are speaking with her now. I just happened to be the person to answer the phone, since I was the only one here and all.
But I'm still friggin sick! Grr, I don't fucking understand this. I'm making...
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But I'm still friggin sick! Grr, I don't fucking understand this. I'm making...
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edea:
thanx for the kind words 
The movie is well done enough to make it so that you could come away with the feeling either way... being more spiritually inclined... I would say possessed. It's also *easier* for me to believe in a possession over a string of 'this medical condition combined with this random occurrance and the tidal atlas at a certain level' The possession idea seemed solid to me,...
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gamma:
So I take it it's worth seeing then? The previews totally freaked me out 