I'm alive
I can feel the blood
Rushing through my veins
And that's all I need to know
Cause I'm not looking for a change
I've got friends and enemies
But it just don't bother me
For as long as I believe
I can breathe.
Everyone loves to watch as the violet streaks tear across the cold, cold night. With the same hopeful gleam in...
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I can feel the blood
Rushing through my veins
And that's all I need to know
Cause I'm not looking for a change
I've got friends and enemies
But it just don't bother me
For as long as I believe
I can breathe.
Everyone loves to watch as the violet streaks tear across the cold, cold night. With the same hopeful gleam in...
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fetish:
be happppppy mew meow
[22:12] wittyfakename: whoa... so the more i read about this weird ass therapy... the more i'm morbidly curious
[22:12] Fab EU Lo SO: ..............?
[22:13] wittyfakename: they kind of... tap you on the head and wave a light in your eyes while you talk about traumatic incidents
[22:14] Fab EU Lo SO: whats it called?
[22:15] wittyfakename: Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR)
[22:15] wittyfakename:...
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[22:12] Fab EU Lo SO: ..............?
[22:13] wittyfakename: they kind of... tap you on the head and wave a light in your eyes while you talk about traumatic incidents
[22:14] Fab EU Lo SO: whats it called?
[22:15] wittyfakename: Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR)
[22:15] wittyfakename:...
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opium:
Thank you and certainly I'll find my path... time heals anything, nee?
Sorry, I'm dumb and I didn't read you post, but I'll try next time...i'ts just weird to look at a convertation with some1
anyways, I loved your comment...
Opium, almost falling on spleep
Sorry, I'm dumb and I didn't read you post, but I'll try next time...i'ts just weird to look at a convertation with some1
anyways, I loved your comment...
Opium, almost falling on spleep
gamma:
Being flakey is forgivable
I like your new picture...you look like you are in ecstasy
On a side note, I just realized that I made a typo in the previous post I made to your journal which really bothers me
I like your new picture...you look like you are in ecstasy
On a side note, I just realized that I made a typo in the previous post I made to your journal which really bothers me
[22:28] wittyfakename: That's where you have to judge whether his offering of what he considers love will fulfill your heart and your soul.
[22:29] wittyfakename: If not, be thankful that you received what you did... and then move forward. If his love only fulfills part of the soul, that vacant need will consume you.
[22:29] wittyfakename: If not, be thankful that you received what you did... and then move forward. If his love only fulfills part of the soul, that vacant need will consume you.
"Enjoy the Silence" is on track to becoming the most covered song of all time, I'm quite sure of it. Don't get me wrong, it's a damn good song... and I now know three different cover versions that I *enjoy*, so I don't mind... but wow. The Taisha McFall one was probably the best... but that was live, and I don't have a recording of...
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Go see The Hills Have Eyes
gamma:
I'm supposed to go see it tuesday...how was it? I've heard mixed reviews
gamma:
Yeah, I'm beginning to think that relationships are just a crock of shit. Sometimes I'm not even sure if we as a human species are meant to mate for life, and if we are, why is it so damn difficult to A) find a suitable mate B) stay with the same mate C) be happy forever? Someone just came back into my life after a 2 year absence and just made me realize how unhappy I really am. Gotta love when people unexpectedly pop up into your life and throw you into a tailspin!
The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Do not go back to sleep.
You must ask for what you really want.
Do not go back to sleep.
People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Do not go back to sleep.
-Rumi
Do not go back to sleep.
You must ask for what you really want.
Do not go back to sleep.
People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Do not go back to sleep.
-Rumi
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gamma:
Aww...you're being stalked cuz you're such a hottie!
edea:
yay! i'm glad you like them
Kiss me, it's beginning to snow...
gamma:
Snow at this time of year 
I'm so getting used to the nice weather! How have you been lately? You've been rather elusive
I'm so getting used to the nice weather! How have you been lately? You've been rather elusive Oh April, please come
I wait for your Breath
I've chased away love
I've chased away Death
to hold onto these stars
as my Rain starts to fall
while the winds bring a whisper
of this winter's Last Call
Oh April, please come
bring with you my Birth
a Soul for the Soil
for the Cleansing of earth
a bastion, to Sanctify
from the Peril...
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I wait for your Breath
I've chased away love
I've chased away Death
to hold onto these stars
as my Rain starts to fall
while the winds bring a whisper
of this winter's Last Call
Oh April, please come
bring with you my Birth
a Soul for the Soil
for the Cleansing of earth
a bastion, to Sanctify
from the Peril...
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monroe:
Haha well thank you for that!
edea:
thanx for ordering! I'll have 'em shipped out tomarrow 
And no I dont actually "make" them 
just paint 'em
And no I dont actually "make" them just paint 'em I am, by nature, a very lonely person.
While I know this, and take steps to imporve myself and/or postpone it's eventual surge of control, it does not take away from the fact that it is a part of me. Will probably always be a tiny part of me.
Sharrie said wonderful things to me once, and that was a good portion of why I...
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While I know this, and take steps to imporve myself and/or postpone it's eventual surge of control, it does not take away from the fact that it is a part of me. Will probably always be a tiny part of me.
Sharrie said wonderful things to me once, and that was a good portion of why I...
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gamma:
Wow you're back!
I, too, have problems with the lonliness/abandonment thing but I have also had to distance myself from people that were pulling me down. Definitely the right choice for you to make.
I, too, have problems with the lonliness/abandonment thing but I have also had to distance myself from people that were pulling me down. Definitely the right choice for you to make.
I took Precious to be put down today. Actually, my sister drove so that I could keep Precious company in the back seat. After we took her to the Humane Society and said our goodbyes, and cried a bit... I reattached my sister's muffler in the parking lot. As we started driving away, I flipped through the radio channels to find something to listen to,...
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gamma:
Isn't it weird how strange coincidences like that happen. I'm sorry for your loss though Putting a pet down is the worst feeling.
I hope everything else is going well for you
Putting a pet down is the worst feeling.
I hope everything else is going well for you