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telepathboy

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Thursday Jun 16, 2005

Jun 16, 2005
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There's a song called "The Wind That Shakes the Barley" that just sends shivers up my spine everytime I hear it. It's sad, and beautiful, and so full filled of emotion. And a capella... which is a lovely change every once in a while.

Thank you all for your support, you guys are awesome. Me? I'm in a much better mood. But I need to get myself some sleep here... I haven't had a full night's rest in a very long time... and I'm not really sure why. Spending too much time playing games, more than likely, but also sorting things through my mind. If I thought for a few moments that I could get to sleep, I'd probably lay down... but it feels like I need to stay awake to give my mind time to play over things... so I stay awake. And my mind plays... and nothing is resolved... but I feel that if I just give it that next hour, or day, or week, something will begin to puzzle it's merry way through my sub-concious into something a little more... physical? Tangible? Whatever.

So I wait... and I type little quixotic rants on my many little journals... and write out little fleshy pieces of poetry that will never see the light of day.

I think I'm done. *mwah*





T'was hard the woeful words to frame
To break the ties that bound us.
But harder still to bear the shame
of foreign chains around us.
And so I said the mountain glen
I'll meet at morning early.
And I'll join the bold united men
While soft winds shook the barley
gamma:
I feel exactly the same way sometimes...sleep is fleeting when there is much to think about. If only I was a little better at meditation, I may find less stress and more rest (whether awake or asleep). I am glad to see that you feel good enough to write in your journal wink
Jun 17, 2005
sorrowsjoy:
God I love that song to--Damn isn't that by Dead Can Dance? Yeah Lisa Gerrard sings that--I think so I lost the album that song is on--well my BROTHER technically lost it hahaa though he won't admit it--And damn I do the same thing when I really need sleep something in my head says no like if I sleep I will miss the very thing that will change my life into something wonderful--Hmm if that makes sense--*HUGS*--I hope you are able to resolve it hun--I am also available if you ever want to e-mail or talk online,whatever,I can take anything--Love you lots and take care. kiss

Lexi
Jun 18, 2005

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