this predetermination
this hollow form
without love of self
this waste bleeds
it cries of phantoms and illusions
those hollow forms
swirling around
an acrid and arid face
without features
this waste bleeds
it cries of angels and madmen
asking for definition
for determination
of these hollow forms
without substance
it cries for feelings and thoughts
and other intangibles
to occupy and to vanish
where...
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this hollow form
without love of self
this waste bleeds
it cries of phantoms and illusions
those hollow forms
swirling around
an acrid and arid face
without features
this waste bleeds
it cries of angels and madmen
asking for definition
for determination
of these hollow forms
without substance
it cries for feelings and thoughts
and other intangibles
to occupy and to vanish
where...
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our porcelain valkyrie
became transparent to hide
but glass houses are targets
when no stones are inside
how horrible intent
how terrible the sound
when our shallow protection
comes sparkling down
and broken like promises
kept dead at my feet
this motion is frozen
this cycle complete
only echoes will linger
as the energy spends
that which has a beginning
so hath an end
became transparent to hide
but glass houses are targets
when no stones are inside
how horrible intent
how terrible the sound
when our shallow protection
comes sparkling down
and broken like promises
kept dead at my feet
this motion is frozen
this cycle complete
only echoes will linger
as the energy spends
that which has a beginning
so hath an end
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snowballinhell:
I'm back sweetie
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
snowballinhell:
ah well, at least you did miss me though
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
I'm not dead... not quite.
Actually, I've had a really nice day. It would be perfect if my car was working, but it's not. Heh. So I skipped work today... I head back in tomorrow... and will hopefully have to explain the bite marks on my neck to as few people as possible.
Anyway, later...
-D
Actually, I've had a really nice day. It would be perfect if my car was working, but it's not. Heh. So I skipped work today... I head back in tomorrow... and will hopefully have to explain the bite marks on my neck to as few people as possible.
Anyway, later...
-D
sorrowsjoy:
Hahahahaha bite marks huh? hmmmm I want some of my own lmao--And you skipped work
? LOL yeah well it's something we should all do once and awhile no matter how old we are haha
--Glad your not dead...or should I say not quite dead lol--The bite marks seem to say otherwise unless something furry attacked you hehe
--Anyways take care hun and love ya!!
Lexi
Lexi
cliona:
I'm jealous! I want some bite marks!!
silhouette
my savior
my undying care
i've fallen
to pieces
i'm in disrepair
i need you
to hear me
i need you to see
but I won't ask
for healing
or ask to be free
this function
i'm failing
this loving i've lost
i've counted
the pieces
and understand the cost
for every
small miracle
there's a lifetime of sin
the death of
an angel...
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my savior
my undying care
i've fallen
to pieces
i'm in disrepair
i need you
to hear me
i need you to see
but I won't ask
for healing
or ask to be free
this function
i'm failing
this loving i've lost
i've counted
the pieces
and understand the cost
for every
small miracle
there's a lifetime of sin
the death of
an angel...
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snowballinhell:
Just saying goodbye, my account disappears tomorrow, i've had to cancel the account as I don't have any money to renew, but I'll be back when I can
Smooches
Michelle xx
Smooches
Michelle xx
sorrowsjoy:
Beautiful sweetie!! It's good to see you back and I hope your doing well--Love ya and yake care hun!
Lexi
Lexi
my angel
i've kept every feather that's fallen
taken to jars
and hidden away for only my eyes
dear angel
i've kept every promise you've broken
taken to heart
and hidden away for all of my cries
i've kept every feather that's fallen
taken to jars
and hidden away for only my eyes
dear angel
i've kept every promise you've broken
taken to heart
and hidden away for all of my cries
sorrowsjoy:
Ohhhh very pretty sweetie *hugs* I have missed ya and I'm glad you'll be around more--Take care hun and hope to chat with you soon!! Love ya!
Lexi
Lexi
daze_:
hello!!! here you are my tattoo!!!
take this silhouette of you
and paint it through my skin
for destruction is a virtue
but my compassion is a sin
i've started to build a wall
that will one day stop a wave
from eroding this landfill
that i am soon to call my grave
this fairy-tale prediction
is just a syndrome that i show
but if it's the cure or the disease...
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and paint it through my skin
for destruction is a virtue
but my compassion is a sin
i've started to build a wall
that will one day stop a wave
from eroding this landfill
that i am soon to call my grave
this fairy-tale prediction
is just a syndrome that i show
but if it's the cure or the disease...
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snowballinhell:
which part is interesting?
the italics? they are lyrics, not my own handiwork I'm afraid
Smooches
Michelle xx
the italics? they are lyrics, not my own handiwork I'm afraid
Smooches
Michelle xx
snowballinhell:
awww
thank you sweetie
Smooches
Michelle xx
Smooches
Michelle xx
darling, this is our fear
where our dreams are inscribed
marking stains on the wall
that leave us the last ones alive
but our breath is still a gift
though it's for just a little time
it makes each moment sweeter
these last few, where you're mine
where our dreams are inscribed
marking stains on the wall
that leave us the last ones alive
but our breath is still a gift
though it's for just a little time
it makes each moment sweeter
these last few, where you're mine
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katrina:
Finntroll? Omg...
Haha, yeah, my set is up, I'm happy. It couldn't have been a better day
Haha, yeah, my set is up, I'm happy. It couldn't have been a better day
katrina:
Thanks
(Is this a real entry? Dear God, it must be a holiday!)
I had a bit of a chat with Roxy today... and were going to Rocky next month. Heh, now that it's only once a month, you kind of have to plan it in advance, expecially with me having church on sundays. But anyway...
A little chat, about how I only wanted to go...
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I had a bit of a chat with Roxy today... and were going to Rocky next month. Heh, now that it's only once a month, you kind of have to plan it in advance, expecially with me having church on sundays. But anyway...
A little chat, about how I only wanted to go...
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snowballinhell:
Thanks
And, you're welcome, any time
Smooches
Michelle xx
Smooches
Michelle xx
sorrowsjoy:
Hey I'm glad to see another journal update hun--Boy do I understand insecurities--especially when it comes to women lol--I hope things are going well and perhaps we will chat sometime--Take care and love ya hun!
Lexi
Lexi
Every heavy metal band should be required to have an accordian. Swedes rock.
If you can, find some Finntroll.
-D
(yeah, i know i havent been here much, but my life is pretty boring)
If you can, find some Finntroll.
-D
(yeah, i know i havent been here much, but my life is pretty boring)
sorrowsjoy:
Hey there sweetie----can I share the rock you've been hiding under hehe?
Good ta see your alive and kicking---LOL a heavy metal band with an accordian---what a hilarious image---But your right Swedes do rock lol--Hope to chat with you soon...Take care and luv ya hun
Lexi
Lexi
Dylan's tongue; now available in normal, pierced, and vibrating!
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snowballinhell:
Blistered, bleeding, broken
Wounds that run so deep
Twisted, tired, torn
Lay my head to sleep
Thoughts crowd my brain
As I lay there pale and weak
Body wrapped in nothing
Numbed, paralysed unable to speak
Darkness invades my room
Like a blanket over light
The flow is nearly gone
As I give up without a fight
Wounds that run so deep
Twisted, tired, torn
Lay my head to sleep
Thoughts crowd my brain
As I lay there pale and weak
Body wrapped in nothing
Numbed, paralysed unable to speak
Darkness invades my room
Like a blanket over light
The flow is nearly gone
As I give up without a fight
snowballinhell:
Thanks, that means a lot to me
Smooches
Michelle xx
Smooches
Michelle xx
her offering of passion
begat pheromone rage
so this poor little soldier
built his own little cage
he laughed at the daylight
behind bars covered in rust
he laughed through the years
until his voice turned to dust
she came back to his cage
to find nothing within
and built a small castle
from his ash and his skin
this delicate tribute
she carried in...
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begat pheromone rage
so this poor little soldier
built his own little cage
he laughed at the daylight
behind bars covered in rust
he laughed through the years
until his voice turned to dust
she came back to his cage
to find nothing within
and built a small castle
from his ash and his skin
this delicate tribute
she carried in...
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snowballinhell:
Amazing as usual
Smooches
Michelle xx
Smooches
Michelle xx
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sorrowsjoy:
Nice pics hun---love the shirt lol---how have you been?---Hope life is treating you well---Ohhh I updated my journal and have a new poem if you'd like to read---all comments are appreciated---Take care and hope to see you in chat soon
Lexi
Lexi
cliona:
Very nice....oh, and the bugs cute too.
I found a pc here in MD so I wanted to say hi!
I plan on getting quite drunk this weekend...company paid for of course!
Hope the rest of your week is good!
I found a pc here in MD so I wanted to say hi!
I plan on getting quite drunk this weekend...company paid for of course!
Hope the rest of your week is good!

Lexi
Lexi