on Dawning we rise
we rise to the storm
we leave our true self
to take on daily form
while alone in our beds
our dreams wait peacefully
with no one to hold them
they can stay and be free
but as we return sullen
they return just the same
unburdened by sorrow
unburdened by shame
when we finally lay
our poor eyelids to sleep...
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we rise to the storm
we leave our true self
to take on daily form
while alone in our beds
our dreams wait peacefully
with no one to hold them
they can stay and be free
but as we return sullen
they return just the same
unburdened by sorrow
unburdened by shame
when we finally lay
our poor eyelids to sleep...
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gamma:
What kind of interview are you going for? Got a big job possibility? I hope you take pics of yourself looking all "dashing." 
eviled:
Seriously, he was hot. Looked like a hitman. I would've bent him over right there on the porch when I saw him, except for the fact that I find man ass unattractive, and stuff like that.
I just read Olivia's rant... it's great. Everyone should give it a read.
sorrowsjoy:
LOL I read Olivia's rant and what a rant it was--Don't you just love kick ass woman?--I left a few words of my own as well to show my appreciation for this site and the people who run it--But anyways as for me things are still dicey--We are still living in a motel and the end is still not in sight--So things are really tough right now,but I (we) are hanging in there--What choice do we have?--But enough of that how are you doing sweetie?--I hope you are well *HUG* and know I think about you and all of the others on this site every day 
Take care hon and I'll update as soon as possible.
Lexi
Take care hon and I'll update as soon as possible.
Lexi
I just spent a little over an hour on the phone with someone I haven't really heard from since I was 6. Ah, Nostalgia. Mom and Nat are speaking with her now. I just happened to be the person to answer the phone, since I was the only one here and all.
But I'm still friggin sick! Grr, I don't fucking understand this. I'm making...
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But I'm still friggin sick! Grr, I don't fucking understand this. I'm making...
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edea:
thanx for the kind words 
The movie is well done enough to make it so that you could come away with the feeling either way... being more spiritually inclined... I would say possessed. It's also *easier* for me to believe in a possession over a string of 'this medical condition combined with this random occurrance and the tidal atlas at a certain level' The possession idea seemed solid to me,...
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gamma:
So I take it it's worth seeing then? The previews totally freaked me out 
(am I drunk, or am I clear?)
It is a silly, silly demon that we call fate. All at once she composes our fears, our loves, our hopes, and everything that we gleefully watch crash to the ground in flames. How we hold our hands extended, to taste every fickle flame that chooses to grace ourselves with it's heat... while loathing every flame that takes...
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It is a silly, silly demon that we call fate. All at once she composes our fears, our loves, our hopes, and everything that we gleefully watch crash to the ground in flames. How we hold our hands extended, to taste every fickle flame that chooses to grace ourselves with it's heat... while loathing every flame that takes...
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gamma:
Beautiful words as always
How have you been ?
How have you been ?
If a person pushes themselves towards good acts, but comes up far short, are they still a good person? Is a good person who tries, to no avail and to no reward, as good as a good person that succeeds continuously?
None of those questions need answers. I don't know if they have them, but I have a very strong suspicion that they are just...
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None of those questions need answers. I don't know if they have them, but I have a very strong suspicion that they are just...
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gamma:
Wow...I honestly don't know what to say to your post. It's amazingly deep 
You only made one spelling error by the way
You only made one spelling error by the way
I have a LOT of caffeine in my system. I went over to hang with Michelle for a bit, and we ended up at Denny's like we usually do. (Her father was watching her sleeping kids, don't worry Mim.) Actually, before we left, I introduced her to the joy that is Djarum Black. Nummy nums. Ah, the lovely desenitized mouth feeling. Anyway, Denny's. We talked...
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sorrowsjoy:
Hey sweetie I'm finally back having internet connection finally, though in a hotel room still--I have missed you much darling and hope you are well--*hugs*--We have some catching up to do so I'll e-mail you soon--Love ya and take care
Lexi
and take care
Lexi
gamma:
Wow, you write really well even when you are hyped up on caffeine and don't care
fall asleep, please don't wait for the day
just fall asleep, the sun is so far away
words to keep, I've cried a thousand times
just don't breathe for hearts can only betray
just fall asleep, the sun is so far away
words to keep, I've cried a thousand times
just don't breathe for hearts can only betray
sarahjane:
it didn't stain thank god! i washed it off three times before it was white again!
this silent remorse
this faded regard
I'd stare to the sun
but I've fallen too hard
now all of these stars
that swirl round my eyes
feel nothing so vain
as the ones in the skies
It's not that I'm broken
or that I can't see
It's just I've forgotten
what it's like to be me
I look at my pictures
and memories of the...
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this faded regard
I'd stare to the sun
but I've fallen too hard
now all of these stars
that swirl round my eyes
feel nothing so vain
as the ones in the skies
It's not that I'm broken
or that I can't see
It's just I've forgotten
what it's like to be me
I look at my pictures
and memories of the...
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gamma:
Do you ever post your poetry anywhere else? I mean besides here and your own website? You seem to write a lot of it and it would be a shame for others not to read your lovely words
I was going to write a big entry about the awesome time I had this weekend... and how drunk Mim and I got... but I don't want to take the time to write it all out! Heh. Needless to say, it was a BLAST.
Later peeps!
Later peeps!
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gamma:
Hmm...is it that you don't want to take the time to write about it OR is your hangover too bad to sit in front of the computer for longer than 2 minutes 
Glad to hear you had a great time!
Glad to hear you had a great time!
bleeder:
Yea, I drank waaaaaay to much this weekend myself.
these little paper fairy tales
of porcelain and white
have taken sensibility
and ran off into the night
where all this faded imagery
can find itself a home
to forget all our worst fears
and never sleep alone
of porcelain and white
have taken sensibility
and ran off into the night
where all this faded imagery
can find itself a home
to forget all our worst fears
and never sleep alone
Ra - Swimming Upstream
The sun disappeared right before my eyes
My heart turned and walked away
I gave you the keys to an open door
And you threw them right back at me
Once again Im alone with a pain in my chest
So sad, so sad, so low
The clouds start to gather, here comes the rain
Youve meant more then you could...
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The sun disappeared right before my eyes
My heart turned and walked away
I gave you the keys to an open door
And you threw them right back at me
Once again Im alone with a pain in my chest
So sad, so sad, so low
The clouds start to gather, here comes the rain
Youve meant more then you could...
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gamma:
You sound heartbroken again 